Elaina pink

2012-01-13T00:25:00.003+08:00

as usual, i'm forever neglecting my blog! and i got a feeling i'll have even lesser time to update my blog in weeks to come!

oh yes! firstly! happy new year everyone!! 2nd week of school. cleared 2 tests. was sick during the test period and i only took 2 of 6 tests. this week i just sat for another 2 more papers. got back 3 papers, left 2 more papers to sit for. 2 more stressful papers. i think this term is gonna fly past damn damn fast!! we're alr in the 2nd week! with school, tests, exams and dance, sure pass damn fast! looking forward to the hols! this year i think i'm much quieter in class. lol! i dunnoe why. dun feel like talking much i guess. so i've gotten back 3 papers. kinda happy for MICE as i din expect the marks. as for the rest, okay okay lorr. forever getting that type of marks. get until numb. sometimes i feel like i'm kinda dumb. got so difficult to get 80+ mehs? why my coursemates can get 80+ easily? or is it the amount of time and effort put in to study each module? is getting 80+ really based on luck? sometimes i'm really wondering. keep saying dun need to care of grades, graduate can lerh. but deep down i do care. nt alot larr. but still care. i dunnoe why i dun have motivation to study de. i really hope its not because of dance. or maybe i dun wan people to see me as a mugger? LOL. since young i nvr really worked super hard for my studies because i dun wanna be a nerd. haha. maybe its only based on luck that i got my grades. bleah.

on to happier stuff!

during the hols NeoN did a new and improved lucifer Jap cover! just visit us at NeoNcolourettes on youtube! subscribe too! haha!

we're currently preparing for a comp on sunday. quite worried as we are not prepared yet! i hope all goes well! come support us at Square 2~afternoon!

oh yes! happy belated birthdays to NeoN's ah ma, Aishah and NeoN's siao girl, Xiaorui! <3<3

a picture NeoN took with TvN's Host for kimchi fanclub, Yura during one of the dance offs! she's really tall, skinny and pretty. we were also interviewed by her and appeared on ep 25 of kimchi fanclub! haha!

so i went for Alpha audition on the 28th dec. the experience was really unique, quite fun to be a part of something so large! i think there were 1000+ who auditioned! my parents fetched me and ais really early in the morning to MDIS. we queued and all. ends up our turn was at about 3+. was really sleepy so we took a nap there. when it was a few more tens to our turn, we went out to stretch. den the razor tv ppl saw me doing stretches and asked if they could video me doing splits and stuff. LOL. then after they left, i was practicing my routine then another person came and asked me if she could video my dance. LOL. she's from a chinese radio station 883+fm i think or is it 833? LOL.. so she video-ed me and asked me if i could speak mandarin. she then interviewed me. lalala. at the end of the interview, she asked me to say sth like ask the viewers to support this radio station show. so many NGs! haha!

after that it was our turn. waiting outside the room was really scary. my heart beat damn fast. den warmed myself up and it was our turn to enter the room and wait for our turn. the audition was in 10s. so 10 by 10 went in. my grp had only 3 dancers, including me and ais. ais went before me. while waiting for your turn and watching the other auditioners, is the worst feeling ever. worst than having to dance for the judges. i can even hear my heartbeat! then it was my turn! there were only 2 judges. one videoing another making notes. both were former SM staff. so i just did my routine then after awhile, they cut the music. i wasn't disappointed or anything cos i believe i did my best! but i din get to show my flexibility. HAHA! oh well.

so we basically waiter for about 7-8 hrs just for that 30secs of audition time. wow.

thr's JYP audition during this weekends. at first i really wanted to go but registration always fail! maybe i'm not fated. oh well. i hope SM holds auditions in Singapore!

jacky wants me to form a kpop 'crew' for df and even asked me if we will expand NeoN anot. for now, NeoN has no plans of expanding. i really hope this df crew is not a 3minute thing.

okay finally a rather decent post!!

i hope thrs more to come!!

ohoh! most likely i'll be going for Boyfriend's and Sistar's fanmeet with ais, bro, xrui and tab!!

new year resolutions

to improve as a dancer and an instructor. basics!

balance dance and school work

and... NOT TO GIVE UP ANY OPPORTUNITIES THAT SMACK RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.

okay! night!

2011-12-27T18:00:00.002+08:00

wow its almost been a month since i've last updated! i hope i'll be able to update more frequently now since i now have internet at home!! won't do a detailed post today. but i'll do one soon!! cos i needa clear my room to make space for my bed! so happy to be having a queen sized bed to myself!! den my pigs won't commit suicide. haha!!

tmr alpha ent. is having open auditions and its really early!! i'm really nervous for this audition cos i screwed up a solo audition the last time! i'm gonna choose a song that i'm familiar with and keep as calm as possible! dun let the judges scare me!! the judges were from SM ent!

i'll update the next post about the experience there and new covers that NeoN has done!!

more performances and competitions ahead in the new year! :)

in a few more days we'll have a house warming party!! can't wait to show off my room. LOL!!!!

okay i better get packing now! busy week ahead!

wish me luck for the audition tmr!! my goal for this audition is to NOT screw up and do my whole routine properly. whatever the outcome is i'll be happy at least i did my best. its my first anyway. jiayou PINK!!

bye bye!!

2011-11-29T09:08:00.003+08:00

AIRPORT ENCOUNTER WITH BEAST!!

agrhhhhhh!!!! i typed a freaking long post about beast only to find myself not copying with the right keys cos i forgot i wasn't using MAC. ugrhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

now i have no mood to retype!! agrhhhh!! so i think i'll just cut it short. i think. LOL.

went to airport with ais and xrui trying our luck to see beast cos read frm twitter that they'll be arriving at abt 6am. went to airport straight after dance and reached airport abt 12.30am. on the way there, was checking twitter on any updates on beast. saying that they would arrive at 1am instead. all news were not 100% accurate so we decided to check it out and test our luck cos all the idols who came for Mnet Asian Music Awards went out by the private route so can't really see. we slacked at mac den at abt 1.30am, ppl were gathering outside belt 42 holding fanboard. asked xrui to see who it was for. turns out to be a HyunA fanboard so we sort of camped outside there too. epic dunnoe who coming out just stand there.

after awhile i tried standing at the glass panel there and a korean security(?) asked us to move back so i guess big shots were coming. then i saw a fan holding a beast towel. so we just waited for them! beast was inside quite some time and they occasionally waved to their fans. Apink and Hyuna was there too but i dun really know them so din bother much. gikwang was sort of grooving to his music.

finally they came out! yoseob walked out first. he was wearing a mask. followed by gikwang. lol he's so damn cute. his body like so tiny. HAHA! then it was dongwoon. very handsomeee! then dujun also damn handsome!! followed by junhyung who was also wearing a mask and last in line was hyunseung. the fans were rather well behaved.

i was quite shocked that beast came out from there cos almost all the idols went via the private route and somemore there weren't any barricades! i din know which route beast would take. ended up they took the route to the busbay which was a rather long route! they walked very close to the wall with security protecting them. i ran after them LOL. i'm not a crazy fangirl. i did give them space! haha! din really call out all their names cos i scared i pronounce wrongly. they walk damn fast. can't really see yoseob. somehow i always ended at dujun.

i called out dujun's name when i was just beside him and nt much fans were around him and HE TURNED AND SMILED AT ME!!!! i captured that moment but it was like off focused! he's smile was so sweet! din know how to react so i just smiled back. tried my luck with junhyung by calling out his name but he like nvr respond. ><

the leader so nice larrrr!! i think he's officially my beast bias! always couldn't decide between yoseob, dujun or junhyung. din really see hyunseung though. the maknae damn handsome!!

after dujun smiled at me and they left, i started spazzing! HAHAHA!! i can't believe i was that close to beast!

oh and Apink and Hyuna followed behind beast. xrui said that Apink even talked to their fans. HAHA!

i'm definitely going for beast concert next march!! :)

this is my 3rd time seeing kpop idols at airport! shall treasure all these fancams!

yoseob and onew gave me the same feel when i saw them. it was probably their airport fashion.

i think we're damn lucky to see beast cos no official news was out. thank God!!

now i just needa see F(X)!!

2011-11-29T08:24:00.002+08:00

hey yoooOo!!!

its been a really long time since i've last updated this space of mine! i've got limited access to the internet and have been really busy with dance. oh well, at least i'm updating now! shall probably update the main highlights of these few weeks. wahh almost 2months i haven't been blogging!! :(

sooo... i'm into the 7th week of school! tests are coming in like 3 days time? dun really think i've learnt much during these 7 weeks. only paid attention to like 1.5 modules? OUT OF 6!!! haha. i pray that i'll be able to balance both dance and grades! cannot continue to have sucky grades or else i will not have presents from mummy. HAHAHA! i shld at least improve my grades by a lil. den maybe can get mummy to buy SHINee jap albums for me!

sort of gotten used to my new house and i'm loving my room! my display unit rocks! my power rangers collection, SHINee albums, Bosco dramas are all placed there! the cabinet is pink! my room is painted pink with red stripes on one side of my wall. that wall will be the wall i put my posters!!

just one problem- after 7 weeks, i still haven't gotten my bed and wardrobe! living like a hobo. HAHA!! i hope i'll get them soon!! before christmas!

some SHINee items updates!

i've gotten Juliette jap album and i got damn lucky hands and managed to get Jong's Photocard!! SUPER HAPPY. bought the DAY & NIGHT photobook. wahh the pics inside damn chiooooooo!!! oh ya haven't watch the DVD yet. bought one old album of SHINee too. :)

all these costs more than $150 larrrrr!! why am i so crazy?

Dance updates!

recently, NeoN competed in teensupreme held at Novena square 2, the same place as KTO and we got into finals. i was happy that we got into finals as during the auditions on the 12th Nov, i really thought we wouldn't get in as we were the last grp to be called out! we wanted to troll for finals but then i thought that we shld be professional on stage and not make a fool of ourselves. somehow, i regretted not trolling. HAHA!! finals was on the 20th Nov. we know we wouldn't win. so..... yeah.... NeoN will continue to work hard and we thank all who have supported us! its those screams that keep us going on stage!! :)

on the 26th nov, i danced with DF for a 2ne1 show also held at square 2. haha!! the crowd was okay and i think i did my best! saw my 2 fav cousins there. so cute! too bad they missed my perf for like 5mins. :(

on the same day, we had to rush to singapore Expo for a product demo at Sitex by dancing. it was a good experience as it was my first! i think because of kpop dance offs i'm quite used to dancing openly, without feeling so nervous! good good!! haha!!

moving on to Kpop Dance Off, after 9 volumes, i can say that NeoN is finally making frens with people! HAHA!! oh and at vol. 8, while dancing and looking at the dancers, we saw this guy, outside Cache doing hiphop and bboy! my eye candy!! HAHA!! me and ais were spazzing and he even waved to us!! LOL!!! quite good looking! hAHAHAHAHA!! then the following week we went back to scape to pract for finals but we din see him. last week also didn't see him probably because of oschool recital. now i won't be able to go scape for 2 fridays! :(

dun think i'll be able to see him again.

next post will be about my camp over at AIRPORT to try my luck to see BEAST!

2011-10-07T02:08:00.002+08:00

yo yo!!

decided to blog again. shall sleep after blogging!

ytd went out with mummy. woke up damn early. like about 8am i was awake!

got ready, met mummy and pei-ed her for her check up. wahh damn slow sia and that clumsy looking doctor. haha! damn funny.

after check up we took a cab to suntec and had jap buffet!! random day to be eating at a jap restaurant. we haven't been thr for years!! kinda enjoyed the food but i dun think it was rather worth the both of us to eat thr cos we eat quite little. HAHA!!

after eating, we came across a pushcart which sold posters! i saw shinee and immediately got damn high! mummy was damn nice she allowed me to buy one shinee and one beast one! shinee one was easy to choose cos i alr had most of them but beast one i took a longer time to choose cos both got its pros. haha! i ended up choosing the fiction and fact one. den i was looking through the photo frames. mummy allowed me to buy one! wahh this one almost had a hard time choosing. i ended up choosing juliette jap era cos it will be fair. LOL. mummy so nice. she dun usually buy shinee stuff for me de.

after that we went to toy-r-us. was searching for power rangers. LOL. new series out lerh. nowadays the PR stuff getting more and more ex. din get anything in the end. instead of collecting barbie, i'm collecting PR! haha!

we then jalan jalan arnd suntec and ended up buying a pair of pink nike sports shoes!! haha. hopefully i'll make full use of it!

we cont walking to marina sq cos we wanted to go to MBS. felt so lost. haha! we were standing in the middle of the shopping centre with my phone map. HAHAHA!! after that we just walked out and were able to see MBS but it seemed rather far. den walked and crapped. walked past the floating platform and the bridge and we finally reached!! headed to High Society to rest from all the walking and just enjoyed the place. i had english breakfast tea and mummy had ice mocha. i like how the sugar looked. HAHA! i was sitting opposite M1 then they were playing mvs. then lucifer came out i damn high! haha!

after resting, we just walked arnd the whole of MBS walked till legs damn tired. thr's this korean seafood and buffet restaurant which plays MVs too. shall go try with fam one day. without my sis thou. she hates kpop. -.-

i saw one pair of Adidas shoes damn niceeeeeee!!! super wanna buy and i'm gonna buy them soon!! hopefully can ask mummy to buy. HAHA!!

saw another pair of dr martens damn chio also! its a different kind of pink. but mummy say like not worth cos i dun wear doc marts often and having 2 pairs may just collect dust. haha.

after walking the whole of MBS, we went to drink fruit juice at the food court thr. bought macaroons from High Society. i had difficulty choosing wad flavours to buy! we ended up buying 8. LOL. all the colours so pretty. and it tasted damn good!!

din go dance cos like how often i have mother and daughter bonding time. haha! then my dad came to fetch us and i was alr sleeping in the car.

today was rotting day. haha

finally timetable is out! been stalking mysas like siao. haha!! i still dunnoe wad gems to take thou.

shall study harder for this sem. dun wanna do badly again. at least study a day before and put in more effort rather that chionging on the day of exams. LOL. need to pull up my GPA!!! ppl probably study to get into a good U. i study cos mummy will reward me for good grades. HAHA!

do well and maybe ask mummy sponsor me Beast tix if they having concert! waiting to experience their stage presence. cos i kinda like how they perform!

okay i shall sleep soon! tmr's gonna be a long day!

thrs a kpop dance party happening at scape on sun! too bad out of 5 neon members, only 2 will be going. i hope we'll do our best!

oh and i finally chose my concert song!! before the dawn! was actually thinking of shinee songs but i scared i will not have confidence and i would rather do shinee covers with neon cos thrs 5 ppl! just nice! kinda surprised that i chose before the dawn. its a different style and i would like to try! not doing girl songs for my choreo. dun even think i'll be doing my own song. i really hope i can get more than 12 ppl. gonna accept this challenge of this song. i think there'll be difficulties but i shall not give up! :D

okay bye~~~!

2011-10-04T01:47:00.002+08:00

HELLO HELLOOOOO!!

okay i'm damn damn damn damn damn boredddddd!!! youtube loads so slow with this internet of mine. can't wait to move and get a lightning speed one!

talking about moving, i feel like sharing my dream bedroom! i hope my mom approves of it! i think its of a reasonable price. i hope. HAHA!!

first of all, i would like to have a double-decked bed! i dun care if its childish cos it saves a hell load of space and i will also have my own privacy! whats more is that i've been sleeping on the upper deck for more than half of my life. HAHA!! hopefully the bed frames can be in pink!!

and i hope to have stairs instead of ladder. who knows how clumsy i am.

under my bed will be my study table and shelves. the shelves will be used for many things probably used as a display unit to display my SHINee albums and my power ranger collection. HAHA! i want a pink table too. HAHA! hopefully its big enough for me to put my laptop and notes. probably some mini speakers just in case i wanna dance in my room.

then i wanna have a roller chair or some comfy chair and a bean bag! just for me to relax and probably take a nap on it. HAHA!

i also want a carpet after visiting spotlight cos the fabric are all damn dope! probably a neon pink fluffy one or the hot pink zebra print one. dope max!!

okay, moving on to the walls. i wanted a black and hot pink strips wall but i dun think my mom will allow and its too tedious to paint that. so probably baby pink? HAHA! wanted green but i dun think it will go well with all my pink stuff. LOL seriously pink siao. then the whole wall will probably be filled with all my SHINee, bosco and beast posters shall con't to collect posters. F(x) will be good! then have a wall clock. either SHINee or some pink base clock maybe a pig one. HAHA!

oh and have a full length mirror wardrobe. good for dressing up and dancing. HAHA!! 2 or 3 doors?

i think all these is achievable. HAHAHA!!

oh and i'll probably have my own tv in my room and i'm expecting a wooden tv rack which is totally not my style. oh well. unless my bed is wooden too then maybe i'm fine with it. HAHA!

then i would probably need pretty boxes to put my bags. and more shelves under the window to store those unsightly stuff like books. LOL!!!

oh and a dressing table?? probably a small one to put all my accessories!

yupp i think thats about it!

i'm kinda excited how my room will turn out. i seriously hope my parents won't disappoint me!! and looking forward to the carpet!!!

oh and fluffy pink bedroom slippers!!

if i studied interior design i could probably draw out my dream room. haha!!

fun just ranting out on my blog. shldn't abandon it after having it for more than 5 years?! okay still got time. shall blog hop! :)

2011-10-03T01:30:00.002+08:00

the 4th week of hols has ended. 2 more weeks to go and i'll have to go back to studying. i dun like studying. i dunnoe why.

got back my results like about 2 weeks ago? my grades dropped. but i dun think its that bad considering the amt of time i spent on them. usually 1hr per topic. den for some modules i only studied on the day of exams. so i can't really expect much. can't really regret not studying cos its too late. all i can do now is to work harder for the next sem to pull up my GPA. exactly 2 more sems to go before i start my internship. even this i'm not looking forward. what shit jobs will we be doing? okay enough of school talking. its HOLS!!

nvr really do much during the hols. forever nua-ing at home! and leaving home when i needed to dance. oh i finally ended my NTU teaching! no more traveling for 4 hrs and only teachin 1 hr. LOL. luckily its during hols. hope they enjoyed the choreo! today covered jacky's beg and kpop intro class. i had fun! i hope they had fun too! tried Minchih's sharing session today! i enjoyed it alot. her choreo was kinda dope!

kinda doubting myself whether i can keep students anot. because i think my warm ups suck. LOL. and like quite boring. LOLOLOL!!

on thurs 29/9, went to airport with ais to see Miss A!! wahh they all damn pretty and even waved to their fans and received gifts from them! Miss A fans are so lucky! we stood right in front of the door and Jia was right in front of us! the rest too larr. but i was too busy taking fancam. haha. i wished shinee was like that when they were in sg. they seem like the only ones not enjoying their stay here. :(

going to airport to see idols is damn addictive. haha!!

sk side seems to be more enthu about student choreo more than jw side. once jw starts the sharing, i'll have to be there to lock the door lol. then its either i try out the choreo or i go thr and learn kpop myself. LOL.

during the hols i've been sleeping real late. like 4am? i thought coming my grandma's house i'll sleep earlier but nope. haha. cos use com and when i'm supposed to go sleep, i keep thinking about dance. oh and after staying at my grandma's house, i think i've treasured my time with my family more, especially my parents. i get very excited to see them! ytd we went for supper and ate dimsum. shiok!! i was like a damn happy girl eating all the nice food.

i know my blog is also getting boring cos thrs no visuals. once i move to my new house i'll upload cos the internet kinda suck.

i'm kinda bored now cos my internet is to slow to watch F(x) koala so i'm just typing whatever that comes into my mind. i wanna be a tv addict again! haha! but like no shows to watch lehhhs.

starting to feel hungry! i cannot gain back my appetite cos i just lost some weight!!! HAHAHA!

thrs this tvn audition with cube ent de. they extended the deadline! i super wondering if i shld try! i think beast will be judging and i wanna see them!! but i think i'll screw up the auditions in front of them and i can't sing. :( go thr dance say hi and not sing. HAHAHA!! sometimes i really feel like taking singing classes cos its always better to be able to sing and dance! but damn ex and i cannot stop dance! someone pls give me singing classes for my christmas present. HAHAH!!

thr'll be a kpop dance off party on the 9th oct and cash prizes to be won! too bad NeoN can't go as NeoN as not all will be going. just gonna do my best!

okay i've crapped enough. after crapping so much, i still feel like eating and watching tv!!! :(

shall do medi and pedi tmr. i wan to go for body massage!

okay byeeeeee~ u're awesome if u have read till here. HAHA!

getting lamer by the day.

2011-09-19T02:26:00.002+08:00

yo yo yo!! i'm happy i clicked my blogger shortcut then i would start to blog.

so its the hols and i'm rotting at my grandma's place. our house isn't ready yet and it'll probably be ready once school starts!

we're gonna get back our results on tuesday. i'm excited yet worried. i know the amount of effort i've put in. now i'm just keeping my fingers crossed and hope all goes well! this time is different as my grandma will probably be checking out my slip. yeah so i'm kinda worried.

i dunnoe whether i've blogged or mentioned about K-pop dance off at scape anot. dance off vol. 5 was the most fun for me out of all the other vol. i dunnoe why. did lucifer, bubble pop, fiction, goodbye baby, danger, i am the best and hot summer. not all i danced the full songs cos nvr learn yet. haha! then songs like shock i was doing at the corner cos i wasn't confident at all.

kpop dance off has become a split showcase. ppl will spilt at the most random beats. splits are kinda overrated now. unless u're as dope as victoria. haha!

i hope through this event NeoN will get used to public performances and do better in upcoming comps.

2 days ago, i dreamt of SHINee. it was more of Onew and Jong biased. it was so dope till i dun wanna wake up. fangirl dreams. haha! onew is so perfect even in dreams. LOL. and jong was just the ideal guy i would date. haha!

was supposed to order 2 lucifer jap albums. ends up nvr order at all.

ate steamboat today. dunnoe for wad. haha. din really have appetite for it. after that we went to MBS. it was my first time there. damn nice the place. its filled with the tai-tai air. haha! when u walk into the branded shops, usually no one will attend to u cos they think you won't buy. haha! i love Guess so much! and Dior has really pretty stuff in there. the place too big. din have the time to walk. mummy's gonna take leave one day and we'll explore the place!

the super strong temptation to highlight my hair hot pink. but i scared i'll regret!

2011-09-15T23:54:00.003+08:00

just a random update about my life. quite happy today! spent about $140 at H&M and F21 shopping! more dance clothes for me!! seriously like shopping spree. take like free. if i today no teaching sure spend more de. HAHA!

teaching was quite fun today. thursday left last week and friday left 3 more weeks. i hope they enjoy the sessions!

finally after sooooo damn long! NeoN's meeting tmr! whoooo!! i hope we can get something done! choosing of songs or polishing GBB cos i think like a lil cui.

watched april practice vid. i think NeoN improved quite a fair bit!! jiayou girlllssss!!

sometimes i feel like recruiting dancers for NeoN. cos like lack of sth. but then again, if recruit new dancers, NeoN will no longer feel like NeoN.

i think NeoN is still got alot of room to develop and grow! after hearing what celine said, i've got more motivation to do better!!

so fast preparing for next yr's concert! jacky allows me to do kpop! its kinda funny when a yr ago i was against kpop and now the only songs i listen to are kpop. LOL! so many songs to choose! i'm spoilt for choices!! feel like doing bubblepop! learnt abit alr. shld con't learning. i wonder whether i'll learn in time for tmr's kpop dance off. HAHAHA!! yeah rite. still need pract wad.

now i can only think of how to improve with NeoN! :D

2011-09-13T20:59:00.002+08:00

pay faster come to me lehhhsss!! i need to buy 2 lucifer albums!!! :( its pre-order!!! haiii... then i still need pay for dance fees and maybe girly class if i can make time for it.

damn it my aunt and my cuz are both talking damn loudly and boasting makes me damn sick. i can't even think straight. keep disturbing my thoughts!

and they're arguing about chocs and getting it for free. wth. seriously. i dun even know what i'm talking make sense anot cos i cannot hear my own thoughts. agrhhhh..

2011-09-13T04:34:00.003+08:00

okay feeling guilty so i wanted to say this. haha.

during the mnet filming, they asked me sth about SHINee den i said that i gave up exams because of them. okay this was a slip of tongue. i din skip any exams but i did watched SHINee instead of studying.

phew. haha. off my chest..

oh and about why i like jonghyun. i said many things but i also left out many! i was too nervous! somehow i hope those nicely said will be aired and those not very nicely said will not or rather what i want to be aired, be aired. HAHA! i forgot to add that he also dances very well cos i only said he sang well. because then it'll be really funny when i was asked what i wanted to be when i grow up was to be a dancer den why my bias is jong and not tae. yupp this is to clarify. haha.

okay night.

wait, super addicted to concerts!! damn tempted to go for SWC again at any random country. shit shit! SHINee where's your next SWC gonna be held at?!

2011-09-13T02:25:00.002+08:00

11^th sept 2011 Sunday

Woke up early to go for some Mnet SHINee quiz thing to win some SHINee stuff. NeoN pei-ed me to city hall then we realized that there wasn’t anyone there.  quite pissed off cos we woke up early for it! That we slacked that for about an hour den headed to Just Acia to eat. After that we took a cab down to CJ for the Mnet SHINee dance cover. :D the cab uncle damn funny. LOL.

When we reached there we had difficulties finding CJ. Then we realized we went that area before. Haha! Damn awkward there. NeoN din really take the competition seriously cos I also dunnoe why. And somemore aishah wasn’t with us since she had teenage finals. We din know it was damn serious. Ppl all dressed up to dance with make up and all. We just wore harem pants. Haha! Then once we reached there, we were surprised that celine sort of recognized us! She asked us whether she judged us in some comp before anot. Haha! Then another person, evy, one of the instructors for CJ rmb us!! So damn happy! She rmb us as the grp that did all SHINee songs!

We went down to practice since our competitors were doing the same thing. LOL. Den headed to dunnoe wad shopping centre and used the open space area for the filming of the contest. Almost all the contestants were from CJ except 2. NeoN and another girl. To be honest, I wasn’t really confident cos we were losing out of our taemin.  then formations all like got gap. Haha. We only joined cos the prize was an AUTOGRAPH SHINEE TEE!! Me and other SHINee fans there were spazzing over it. I was damn sad when we din even get to the top 4. I though the chance of winning any other shine tee was close to zero. Then celine then told us that there will be a SHINee quiz later. Rena pei-ed me and moo and xrui went home to study. Super excited for the quiz.

The Mnet ppl filmed the quiz outdoors so we were all seated on grass. The quiz was elimination style.

The qns are

What are onew and key real names?

What is SHINee’s greeting?

What is Key’s greeting?

What does SHINee chant before going on stage?

What is SHINee concert called?

What is Jonghyun’s role in the band before he debut?

What is taemin’s emoticon? This qn none got it right so we were all given chance. Haha!

Before SHINee world concert, how many times did SHINee visited Singapore? Wahh this one I almost went crazy cos I wasn’t sure of the answer! But luckily I got it right.

What was SHINee first win after 4months after debut? Wahh this qn was damn easy to me. I was the first one to write down the ans. So fast till the cameraman look at me thinking whether I really know anot. LOL!! Then one girl cheatedddd!! Tmd! She rose up replay den after that she changed her ans. Agrhh!

What does minho not know? At first I was stoning. Thinking wahh die liao. But then the person explained again and I immediately knew the ans. Left last 3 ppl. Damn funny. Cos the other 2 dunnoe.

So lucky of me!! All the reading and spazzing of SHINee helped!! They the person interviewed me asking me how I feel. Lol. Then saying how much I like SHINee, Why I like SHINee and how much SHINee mean to me. Then ask me who my bias was and why I like him. They also asked me what I wanted to be when I grow up! Haha!

I was so damn nervous and din really say wad I wanted to say. But I think whatever I said was good enough!

I was so happy to win A SHINEE AUTOGRAPH TEE that I cried. Then I think the cameraman think like very fun to video someone hu is crying. Ask me why I cry. LOL!! He ask me to express my love for SHINee den I just danced Lucifer lorr. Shld have danced other songs!! Cos keep dancing Lucifer like I only know Lucifer when I know their other songs! Agrhh!! Then ask me what I wanna tell SHINee for their next comeback. Hai, shld have ask them to do a shoutout to me. LOLOLOL!!!

CJ people were rather friendly and some were funny too. Haha! I wanna try out YuZhen’s girly class!!

These two days passed by too fast. I’m still in shock. Forever thinking of SHINee. LOL.

SHINee, please have lots of rest okay!!

Wrote these two days about SHINee on MS word. Wahh like report writing sia. 2k plus words! Haha!!

Now I can’t wait for my new house to be ready!! My room is gonna be a SHINee museum!!

Never regret dropping out of teenage comp for SHINee was totally worth it. :D autograph tee lehs. How many ppl even have their autograph on paper?

Oh so proud of Moo. She did her mummy job well during the dance battle. :D I hope NeoN will rise higher and higher and improve like how SHINee improve! NeoN <3

oh i tried using photoshop and illustrator to do our NeoN tshirt design but failed miserably. i've returned everything i've learnt to mr chin and next sem i'm gonna have IT again. shit shit shit.

photos will be up... or not. see how. HAHA!! sorry my blog too wordy. cos i dun have time to edit the pics. at least put a mark that say its my pic. haha!

wahh i really salute this person. manage to get the whole shinee concert on cam!! dope person. thank you! i'll do my best at learning senorita! super love the dance.

i hope one day NeoN will be as clean and neat as SHINee!

2011-09-13T02:18:00.001+08:00

Blogging again!! I’m so happy I finally can see SHINee live!!! I super love them loads!!

(to skip to the concert, see the words in pink otherwise, enjoy reading!)

On the 10^th sept, I woke up damn early about 4.30am and headed to the airport to see them! Was super excited! Bro came along with me. When we were there, we were experimenting different ways to carry me so that I’ll be able to see them! At first it was just a piggyback. Then my bro asked me to stand on his right leg so that I can be taller. Thank God for my bro taking wushu. Haha! So he has firm stance. Haha! Then when SHINee finally came, my bro got too excited he lifted me off his leg and I ended sitting on his right shoulder!

SHINee came out and everyone started screaming! Minho was the first one to walk out (they all came out the same time but minho was in front). Seriously, at that point of time I almost change my bias fro jong to minho! That air he has when he walks! Somemore he had his head up! Then behind him was Key. As usual, being such a diva, he waved to fans with a diva look. Haha! He wasn’t even smiling but still looking as hot! Then it was JONGHYUN. He wore shades and a bball cap but he was looking down. Can’t even see me cheering and supporting him.  oh well. Then it was either taemin or onew. They two looked really tired. Tae looks cute like he just woke up from his sleep. Onew din look too well. He was wearing a mask so can’t really see his face. Just like that, they walked and entered the van heading to the Singapore Indoor Stadium for rehearsal.

Their flight arrival was at about 6am they came from Japan and took flight no. JL035. Haha!

After seeing them, there was this Chinese dj giving out tix to their concert. Went there kpo abit cos I alr got the tix anyway. Then headed to Singapore Indoor Stadium to start queuing for moshpit. Free standing was definitely a lie. As in u need to queue to ensure that u have a good spot. So reached SIS at about 7am. We started queuing at the most obvious queue. Not long after, there were guards approaching the queue and brought the whole queue to the back. They said that they din care if ppl queued overnight cos they aren’t supposed to. You can really see how desperate SHINee fans are. All running! I was taking my own sweet time cos my bro was helping me do all the running. Haha! After all the commotion, they settled us down. After that they brought us in to the waiting area. I was rather in front so I was kinda happy. Then we just waited to be tagged. After tagging, bro went to queue up for the merchandise. He ended up buying 5 towels and 3 lightsticks for me. Haha! But he gave 1 towel to his friend. And peiqin also bought 1 each.

We just waited and waited for the doors to open which was like almost 5pm?? LOL. While waiting, wahh I really cannot stand it. The person in front of me keep moving back. Super felt like killing her larrrr!! Cannot take it sia! Den while waiting for doors to open, another person from the back cut queue. Seriously wanted to step on her shoes and make her trip and fall and start rolling on the floor. But I din larr of cos. Then DOORS FINALLY OPEN!!! The guards checked our bags and we went in!!!

We chose to stand near the revolving stage. Super close to the stage larr damn happy!! Before the concert start, there was this vid on the F&N contest. NeoN had also taken part but we din win but we were in the vid for like that 1 second? LOL. But lucky also nvr win. U think SHINee will really see that mehs?? I dun think so. Somemore the winning vid was quite sad. They din even play the full vid and they even speed up the vid I think. Not very sure.

Then they finally played the opening video of THE FIRST CONCERT SHINEE WORLD!!!! Everyone was screaming!! The ppl arnd me was damn crazy scream so loud till my eardrum almost burst. Siao one. The opening song was of course SHINEE WORLD! Super dope!! I can’t rmb who jumped from which side of the stage I was just trying damn hard to find jonghyun. LOVED THE DIBIDIBIDIS PART!! HAHA!

U can seriously hear the amt of fans they have. I think sg got the most minho fans. I really pitied jonghyun cos it just seems like his fans were the least. Was super happy that throughout the concert jong came to our area quite a lot of times and stayed on for quite awhile! At first jong wasn’t smiling, like during the first theme. I’m not sure whether the rest smiled anot cos my eyes were only on jong. Haha! Then after that I think as the concert progresses he really tried smiling more and have more interaction with the audience.  they din really have one to one fanservice.

After the first 4 songs, I saw the beads of sweat running down their faces. Especially minho’s one cos he was in front of me. Quite hot looking haha! There was one song, jong’s mic wasn’t working I was rather worried cos he was gonna fly soon and when he flies he will be singing long notes! I think I can sort of feel his panic face and I was also worrying for him! Luckily the someone passed to him another mic. :D

I dunnoe whether jong know we(me and peiqin) are his fans anot cos when he’s arnd my area he seem to be always standing in front of us!! Super happy! Cos arnd my area most of them were key and taemin fans.

There were also a few jongkey moments!! Finally get to see some jongkey liveeee!!

The first time I cried during the concert was Taemin’s solo! I super happy and proud of him seeing him improve as a performer! He sang superb! His popping was as dope! I was really happy!!!

After taemin’s solo was jong’s!! I also cried during his performance cos I see him improving his vocals!! At the start, his sang really high pitched which I thought the audience din know how to appreciated but when he sang like normally but dope, everyone cheered!! <3

Then I think it was minho’s solo! Wahh I also got them high seeing how his dancing skills improved so much!! And his body!! Hot like mad! But I thought he was a lil too skinny. Haha.

Then came the most anticipated solo. KEYS! I think all wanted to see how pretty tae was. He damn cute. He adjusted his wig on stage. And the way he walks! Haha!

Den during one emo song I can’t really rmb wad song it was where they were at the revolving stage, I saw key and taemin playing. Key was making taemin laugh. HAHA! Super cute especially during an emo song!

Then during the concert key, minho and taemin approached our area. Onew wasn’t really here.

Was really anticipating onew’s solo. Towards the end of his solo I also cried cos his voice damn damn damn powerful!!!

When the emo theme came I was also crying cos I’m just so proud of them. :D

Then they danced to ring ding dong I was so damn high!! Finally get to see jonghyun doing his wiping of lips! Haha! And the dance break!! Dope dope dope!!

Lucifer fanchant was damn loud. :D I was hoping they did a dance break for Lucifer. But dun have.

I cried during both Lucifer and ring ding dong as well. Haha.

After everything they played with the balls and water! Jonghyun so damn cute! He took the whole basket and threw it to us but the funny part was the balls fell in between the stage and the barricades. Din even reach the fans. Haha! Then he gave a shock face then ran away. Haha! Damn cuteee! I was really happy cos the first set of balls he had he threw at our area first! Then key kissed like 2 balls and threw it to our area. Taemin was funny. He drank water, kept it in his mouth and pretended that he was gonna spit at the fans. But din. HAHA! I think jonghyun spit water at minho. Din really see wad onew was doing cos it wasn’t really at our part of the moshpit. After playing they went around to different corners of the stage to thank the fans like what they usually do at every other concert! We all tried to sing a birthday song in Korean for key but it wasn’t coordinated so it was really messy and muffled. Even key dun even know that we were singing a bday song for him. Fans threw them hats and they wore them. Key wore a pink hat, taemin wore a mushroom hat, jong wore a melody hat, onew wore a cow hat I think. Nt really sure. Minho I wasn’t sure also. Haha. Then jong wore some weird looking shades. Damn funny!

Oh and key told a fangirl that he liked her hair. She’s one lucky fangirl!

After thanking, SHINee led the fans in singing birthday song in English for key! So cute!! They then sprayed pink spray on key. Jonghyun almost cried I think. The rest I’m not so sure.

End of concert!!

Overall I really really really really enjoyed the concert! They effort they put in and all! <3 but I think the fans were nt as united. No offense.

*ps it was jong wearing the cow like hat too. not onew. i dunnoe wad he was wearing.

After the concert, we din really wan to go back early so we slacked around. Then we saw a grp of people filming things for Mnet. They then asked for anymore volunteers den me and aishah just went up. We did Lucifer for them! Haha! The camera person then approached us and gave us an invitation to Mnet SHINee dance cover contest!

Everything happened so fast!! I hope they’ll release a dvd of SWC sg!

This is probably my longest post ever!!

long timeeee.

2011-09-09T14:09:00.001+08:00

Hey!! It's been a really long time since I've blogged!! I feel so bad for neglecting it!! A while back I typed a really long post using the iPhone but accidentally pressed sth den everything was gone!! I'll blog soon after shinee concert! Can't wait for it! 1 more day!! I'm nt expecting much since I did not have a good experience while queuing for the tix. Bro is gonna pei me tmr!! Shall upload bout our 2nd ynda concert tgt wif shinee's one. Neon took part in a contest to have our lucifer cover to be shown to shinee! Unfortunately we lost. I was rather sad. Okay super sad. But I think the grp who won deserve to win. They put in alot of effort. Nt saying that the rest din. I really hope tmr will be a damn good day and shinee will have an awesome concert! I also hope sg fans will behave.Okay! I'll update more soon!!

2011-08-20T02:51:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't been keeping this blog alive. i'm also quite upset about it. dun have blogging mood! i'm gonna update this space soon! thats wad i always say. whether really update anot, no one knows. LOL! i shld probably make it a habit to blog everyday. maybe after exams and concerts.

2more weeks to YNDA 2011 concert!

3more weeks to SHINee Concert!

i super can't wait for both concerts!

working very hard for YNDA's one. i hope i've improved since last year. shld probably watch the DVD again soon. LOL. forever saying soon.

its tests and exams period now. apparently, i'm not working as hard for studies as compared to dance. i just hate school and studying. yeah. forever procrastinating, watching vids, thinking of dance and NeoN!

talking about NeoN, met up with Moo and Xrui tdy for dance! Ais was supposed to come but unfortunately she was sick. hope she'll be better for tmr's comp! JIAYOU SAYANG!

we then danced to GOODBYE BABY BY MISS A! super nice song. addicted to it. i'm really proud of them today! we learnt everything in 2hrs!!! super achievement! somemore with formation. but the steps were rather easy to follow. but i'm really happy! our first cover of something out of SM Entertainment. i really hope to do a B2st cover next! hopefully either SOOM or FICTION! we've videoed today's one. not perfect yet cos it's not polished! i promise to have a better cover probably with costumes up soon! need to source for costumes! and have the steps polished! its on NeoN's facebook page! do give comments and like our page. if thrs anyone still reading my blog. :)

super sleepy. but i have to pack my things. i'm officially moving out tmr. i'm gonna miss this house of mine. somehow i can't wait to move in to my new house! my SHINee museum. haha . emotional attachment to this non-living thing. gonna miss all my pigs too. there're gonna be in the warehouse and i'll not be able to have them protect me for 2 months. :(

faster pack and sleep. tmr got full rehearsal.

nite!

a rather decent post! :D

2011-08-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

i wanna blog so badly! but i dun really have the time to do so and my blog is not updated with the recent stuff which means i will need to have a super long post if i wanna update. gonna find time to do so before it gets longer and longer. HAHA! hopefully by this week.

currently i'm just busy with school work.
not really dancing this week cos i've sprained my ankle. yeah... again.
i'll update more soon!
sorry blog!
bye!!

shinee and other random suff

2011-07-13T09:22:00.001+08:00

I think I'm spamming too much about shinee on twitter so I shall just update my blog. Lol. Ever since I knew that shinee is coming, I've became crazy. I keep thinking of them more frequently and I would smile the moment I think of them! I have even been dreaming of them for three days straight! It's even scaring me now! Haha! Watching vids on YouTube alr can make me so high. I wonder what will happen if I can't even go to the concert! Okay now finally I can update about my life. I'm in a train on the way to school and I'm gonna be late. Haha. I'm nvr early for wed class. Ytd did my choreo for concert I was really happy with the outcome. :) for once after a long time I'm having full attendance and I appreciated the fact that they were all trying their best to improve during polishing. I'm gonna work super hard to make my item a good one! I kept burping while I was polishing. I hope I won't burp during friday's session. Whoo isetan sale on Friday! :)I've finally reached class and I'm about 13mins late but there were only 2 that were earlier than me. Dope this shows how sian classes are. Haha!Current fav shinee song is replay! All versions of it! I might even do a cover! Haha see if neon wants. Teenage comp is next weekend. Somehow after months of practice, I finally see some light. I finally rmb all the steps! Except for transition. Everyone is putting in extra effort. Duh. If we can't get pass auditions I think I will feel damn sad cos we have put in so much effort. Actually this post is rather messy and random. I'm avoiding listening to lecture haha! Somemore I'm using iPhone to blog so I can't really see and read whatever I'm writing cos it's so ma fan. Oh! I wanna go CJ and try! I know I've been saying this for quite some time. I shld wait till after shinee concert. Seriously, I'm unknowingly link things to shinee. School is having a recital and me and other auzdee members are gonna try for fun. Ytd while I was watching mvs on MTV, I'm even impressed with my Kpop knowledge larr! Den when beast's breath came out, I was thinking how come shinee mv dun appear anymore. Haha. Even beast makes me think of shinee. Wow I'm really good at talking rubbish. Now I feel like sleeping.After so many weeks my back still hurts. I really hope I will recover! So xin ku larr. It does not hurt during dance but after which is also annoying. Teacher gave us a 15 min break cos power trip. Whoo! Time to play tap sonic! Bye! :)

2011-07-12T01:43:00.004+08:00

finally blogging again after two weeks! i feel really bad about neglecting this 5 yrs blog of mine. i'm gonna try my best to update this space.

OKAY FIRST, THE BIGGEST NEWS THIS MONTH! SHINEE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! yes yes yes SHINEE WORLD CONCERT! before blogging, i actually read my previous posts about shinee coming and hoping that they will come and me saving and spending money on them! my dreams for close to a year has finally came through! wanting to see them live! luckily i din spend the money to watch beast. if not i'd super regret it. no offense, its not because beast is not worth the money but shinee remains the top most priority since i've alr seen my first 2 bfs.

i've waited patiently for them to announce at 4pm today. but i alr speculated that the s group that the entertainment industries have been talking about is gonna be shinee! i'm like super happy! its less than 2 months away!

no words can describe my happiness. i'm really really really very very happy. i really hope i will have a chance to meet them live! i believe in fate alot and not to mention God's works. and of cos my mummy. this time i'm hoping my dad would sponsor a fraction of the sum so that i'll have money to buy their items.

i know that this is too much but i'm really daydreaming.... that.... nvm.... its too unreal to even be mentioned. haha.

i think i'll have 2 reactions when i really see them. scream cos i'm too happy or cry cos of their super beautiful voices that God has given them. watching them on youtube has alr made me cry.

thank you Lord God for everything.

i shall cont to blog tmr if i can forgo my nap. hopefully tmr its gonna be about my personal life.

oh today i was kinda disappointed with myself cos i wasn't concentrating on dancing for how low today. my mind was just gone. den when i thought of shinee, i immediately smiled to myself. LOL. so that was the reason for low memory power today.

i dun wanna piss people off too much on twitter so i shall spaz on my blog instead. i hope this helps me to blog more often. :D

its now 2.30am. nite people. class starts early tmr but i think i'm gonna be late like always.

NEED TO RMB TO GIVE MC!!

2011-07-03T05:24:00.003+08:00

when i'm sleeping and i hear SHINee songs because of my alarm or my message tone, i can see them in my dreams. haha. although i dun really think thats called dreaming cos i know i'm awake. i dunnoe. their images just appear in my mind.

i desperately wanna see them live.

SHINEE PLEASE COMEEEEE!!

btw, today beast had a fanmeet here. i was this close to buying tix. oh well watch shinee first.

i'm gonna invest (lol invest is too drama) on a pair of shoes just for home use so that i can dance at home without feeling like a noob. was dancing for about 1 hr today and i was rather demoralised. i hope the shoes will make me feel better. i shld probably get one soon!

2011-07-01T02:19:00.002+08:00

hello!!
i'm finally blogging again! after so long. i know i always start of my posts like that.
as usual, i'm blogging to avoid doing my work. i think i'm really not doing. at least i know i'm not the only one.haha! why am i always blogging at the wrong time?

since i din blog about the hols much, i shld probably mention a lil. danced almost everyday. nvr really meet up with NeoN. i miss them! hopefully tmr can meet them even if its just to catch up. i miss dancing kpop with them but i dunnoe wad will we be doing if we were to dance cos i nvr really prepare anything. OH f(x) new mv came out! hot summer! i'm starting to like the song and esp. the dance!! i shall learn it soon!

soooo tmr will be the last day of the first week of school.
gotten back my results. i'm rather happy with it. no point competing with my classmates cos they're all damn smart. i'm really proud of myself. the results i got were kinda unexpected to me! first time after sooooooo long i'm getting a 90+ for tests. somemore for 2 papers! i was super shocked and happy! so i guess giving up dance for a week was worth it? it better be. but my logistics paper wasn't that good but i'm also not expecting much since i knew wad type of ans i wrote. crappy ans. HAHA. left 1 more paper to get back which i dunnoe when.

i finally bought my sequined bag that i fell in love the moment my eyes caught it. haha! its really pretty! my new baby! carrying it to sch tmr! bling bling baby. :D technically is mummy buy and i guess i'm supposed to return her. but i think i'm gonna ask have that bag as a reward for my results. HAHA! need to save money.

this week i din do much. ate too much good food. spent alot. yeahhhh so must control!! i still need to see SHINee! shinee please have more activities! but get ur rest too!
i'm starting to admire beast more and more. they're talented! they're coming to sg on the 2nd july. was thinking whether i shld watch them anot. but pirority is shinee so i shall see shinee first before seeing other grps.

oh sat me and ais attended smtown flashmob. we left halfway cos we din like it. LOL. i mean we love shinee and fx but i just dun feel right there. besides, they din even do the choreo of keep your head down. seriously, how would sm feel when the rest of the grps were done nicely with correct choreo but kyhd wasn't the original. dumb. i think they received negative comments cos of this. but i dun care. haha.

okay its 3am and i have an 8.30am class tmr. so much for doing work. nite.

2011-06-11T02:01:00.002+08:00

rahhhh!! dun even know why am i feeling so stressed about tmr's teaching? its not like i've nvr taught before. i'm under alot of pressure! i'm so scared my warmups dun flow, i scared the dance too easy for them, i'm afraid that i'll screw up my countings. rahhhhh!!

calm down pink!!!

quite pissed off that sm entertainment nvr stream smtown paris on facebook or youtube when they said they would. tsk. make me get excited the whole day only to find out i'm not able to catch it live. then again, will they even show it live in the first place? ppl pay to watch the concert.

anyway, i managed to catch dream concert on tv just now! beast came out first but i wasn't tat excited cos i watched them on mubank almost every week. then there was this interval. after the interval SHINee came out!! super love their opening! dope jump! super excited cos it's like i only see shinee on tv for afew times but they only performed 1 song or shld i say they only broadcasted lucifer. they din show hello. then after awhile f(x) came out! super love their outfits! hearts with silver ! dope dope dope!

2011-06-10T18:39:00.003+08:00

HELLO~ HELLO~

this whole week was full of dance. finally a day for me to rest. which is today. so happy i'm blogging again. dun wan to own a dead blog.

thr's another kpop competition but i think its gonna be challenging as the competitors are arnd the world. but the benefits are super attractive! i may get to see SHINee!! i will nt give up any chances to see shinee! i've alr seen my 1st and 2nd hubby, thrs no reason not to see my 3rd. :D

i was supposed to have my first kpop class ytd but the director wants to interview me so the lesson has to be postponed. i really hope i can get them ready for concert in 8 weeks time! i'm gonna teach her ballerinas tmr and i'm quite stressed. HAHA! i've been stressed for days alr! even more stressed than exams. LOL!! i pray that everything will go smoothly.

SHINEE AT PARIS. pic not mine.

whoo i'm gonna watch dream concert later on tv and smtown paris later on on fb if they're really streaming it live. oh and guess wad?! SHINEE'S HELLO BABY IS GONNA BE SHOWN ON TVEEEE!!! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR AGES! it starts next week. i'm so lucky i got that channel! i hope i'll be able to watch it without much problems!

recently, due to medication, i cannot really drink or consume milk products. rahhh! and taemin is not helping me! everytime he's with milk and everytime i see him with milk i wanna drink milk and even if he's not with milk, he just reminds me of milk. and i can only consume during a certain time of day. i'm gonna wait for 8pm and i'm gonna eat my snickers!

okay i better go work on my warmup sequence for tmr. bye!

2011-06-05T03:54:00.002+08:00

yo yo! i'm back!! finally my tests are all overrrr!!! i dun really think i'm expecting much from the results looking at how much time and effort i've put it. but i did sacrificed a few stuff. which i've nvr done so for the whole period of exams before. except o's.

i guess my worst paper is gonna be log. rahhh.

finally going for dance tmr!

ytd, 3/06/11 friday, after my paper i went to meet mummy for lunch. ILOVEGSS!! yeah super happy! bought 2 more Bosco dramas, including these 2, Every Move You Make and Seven Days in/of life, i have 10 bosco dramas now!! super happy. even though i dun have all of his dramas, i try to have those shows he's one of the main character. have yet to get burning flame.

visited my grandma and went to vivo after that. saw this chio leopard print handbag! bought 2 tank from F21

today!

watched Immortal Song 2 which was streamed live. first time i'm watching stuff that's streamed life. jonghyun!!!! he has a super strong voice. i was clearly blown away by his awesomeness. i was smiling like an idoit. tears of joy! the whole of SHINee supported him except taemin. i dunnoe y he wasn't thr. jong cried when he won the first round and he cried. i liked how minho will always be there holding him like a baby when he cries. he's really very brotherly. jong was so excited/nervous that he couldn't sleep. he only slept at 6am. poor boy.

shinee's reaction when they found out that jong was gonna compete with yesung frm suju was damn epic!

yeoseob was also very cute! his reactions especially. gahhh.

after that slacked awhile den headed to jp. FINALY GOT MY HOT PINK DR MARTENS! i've been wanting it since secondary school.

learning lachata now!

okay my eyes are closing and i have to wake up early tmr. night world!

2011-06-03T02:19:00.002+08:00

i'm super tired. all my energy's drained from this whole week of tests. tmr's the last day of tests for this term but it seems like a really long way to go. i'm not supposed to sleep tonight. i dunnoe how long more can i take. i have barely started. only read through and highlighted once. haven't started memorising or even the calculations for EFC. i'm left with maybe 4 more hours? i really hate tests and exams period. its like i've lost myself. its not that i have time to blog. its just that i cannot handle the stress. people dunnoe the amount of stress i'm going through.

my legs hurt like hell? i dunnoe how am i gonna wear those dance shoes and dance for the next few weeks.

jiayou pink!!! last lapp!! after that you can do whatever you want to for the next 3 weeks!

oh i'm rather excited for the hols! NEON's gonna have 2 performances during the hols.

i'm gonna start teaching my very first kpop class on thursday. i'm really looking forward to it! i'm gonna do a good job! anyone want to join cbox me or drop me an email. :D

JONGHYUN hubby just released a new digital single So Goodbye, a drama OST. as usual, his voice is just so sweet and flawless.

okay gonna go back to studying!

God, please help me stay awake! thank you. Amen.

sometimes i'm really proud of myself for holding on.

2011-05-31T22:37:00.004+08:00

since my blog is lacking of pictures, i shall post a pic of my hubby. :D

picture not mine.

breakthrough sia! i nvr use com ytd!!

i'm using it now to catch up on what i've missed out ytd. i need my social life back.

3 more papers to goooo!!!

i really dun feel like studying. maybe i shldnt even compete with those 1001 people who want to go U.

i'm very happy! from this week onwards my item can start earlier!! means that they can all go home and rest earlier!!

okay, pink back to studying please.

i just wanted to show how good looking my jonghyun hubby is. :D

2011-05-29T12:53:00.002+08:00

oh and just to add on how has tests this week have deprived me from dance, i gave up a $60 performance/ flashmob!

screw you tests.

i need this money just in case shinee comes! LOL!!

okay. bye.

2011-05-29T00:56:00.002+08:00

hello!!!

its gonna be a short post today cos i still nid to do my tutorial which i have been procrastinating for the whole of 2 days. and i only did 2 chapters today. super productive day rite? -.- yeah productive at spazzing at shinee. seriously larr super no discipline !

shall talk about shinee first. THEY FINALLY RELEASED THEIR REPLAY JAP VER MV ON THE 27/05/11! super colourful! loved the modern feel of the mv. but to be honest, i was quite upset that there were so little scenes of jong as compared to the korean one. alot of taemin! i dunnoe why they are like promoting taemin so much recently. haha. he also sang onew's part but somehow people are only talking about him singing jong's part.

then 2nd thing! point mention by ais, all of the other shinee members got cool roles. key- fashion designer, onew- artist or somewhere along that line, minho- basketballer, taemin- dancer. jonghyun? well i think he was supposed to be portraying a singer but he was in a cafe doing chores! tumblr even made fun of this. he's the mop lover. LOL!! but i liked how he dances awkwardly with the mop. HAHA!

they're having dream concert today, i saw the pics. jong ah! you need to stop gyming!!!! you're too buff alr!! gonna be like hulk soon!! i knew it wasn't the right thing to do by photoshopping him by changing the colour to green. LOL! i think rdd period is still the best!!

okay now for my life. LOL.

one paper down, five more to go. this is the first time i'm starting my revision before the day of exams and its also the first time i've stopped so many dance training! siao 7 PRACTICES MISSED!!! this better be worth it man.

NeoN finally did our full lucifer cover on friday! quite happy with it cos its only the first official practice. i'm also proud of them cos we were rather serious and productive on friday. so proud of them. <3

ohhh and i'm currently into beast. LOL. i knew this would happen. liking kpop groups one by one. and its all because of their dances!

during the june hols i wanna learn so many dance mv!!! SHINee's (full cover),beast's at least their chorus, F(x) chorus too. hai. best part? i only got 3 weeks hols! this is a lil impossible to achieve. i'm gonna make myself dance everyday during the hols. i still can't accept the fact i stopped dance for studies. agrhh. i even gave up one concert song because of it!! :(

if only i put in as much effort in studies.

was supposed to take dance exam this year but din in the end so mummy is giving me the money! so nice of her larr! cos i told her i'll be taking again next year den i thought she can keep the money and use for next year but she asked me to keep instead! so nice rite? so i'm gonna invest the money on dance and maybe a little shopping. LOL! and she just told me not to anyhow spend. LOL! gonna try CJ and oschool if possible. :D

lol and i said this was gonna be a short post. byeeeeeee! everytime like that one larr when i'm avoiding my work my blog will become so wordy. LOL.

2011-05-25T16:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 3RD YEAR ANNIVERSARY SHINEE!!!!!! :D <3

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i'm supposed to be studying.

i'm living such a sad life. can't spaz on shinee for the whole day even though its their anni. :(

2011-05-23T00:46:00.002+08:00

blogging again! i guess i usually blog to vent things out.

today was an unsuccessful day to study. i ended giving up doing accounts and finance. so pissed off larr. its like teacher only briefly went through and expect us to get it done when we're really new to it!! stupid income statement ajfisouaobvxbeio!! i really dunnoe where to put wad! my test is this friday. i'm nviaweuifhoas screwedddd!!!!

i'm proud of myself for completing PR though. LOL. i feel so proud of myself after completing my work cos i always procrastinate. its like an accomplishment when i get my work done. LOL.

agrhhh just super fed up with school work.

2011-05-22T02:52:00.002+08:00

monday, 16/05/11

neon stayed over at my house! it was fun! first time dancing in the middle of the night. about 1am to about almost 5am. HAHA! we completed the whole choreo of lucifer! now we just need to polish and we can video our very first full cover! do look forward to it kayyyyy!!

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2011-05-22T01:33:00.002+08:00

hey i'm finally blogging again!! sorry for the super delay in posting cos i've been busy. HAHA! everytime i nvr update, i'll claim that i'm busy. but its true kay. and i wasn't feeling the mood to blog so i ended up procrastinating. :x usually i take about an hr to blog. thats y i'm always procrastinating.

i'm feeling the urge to blog because i wanna express myself. LOL!

every week the same routine. school, pon if lazy or too tired or just dun feel like going. LOL!!! den if possible take nap. den head to dance. i'm dancing like almost everyday. i'm kinda disappointed with myself. its like i'm feeling sleepy 24/7 and would not pay attention and instead, sleep in class. i wasn't like that during yr one. or at least it was less frequent as compared to now. i really dunnoe what is wrong with me. its not like i suddenly got alot of dance to attend. it has always been the same number of lessons or days that i'm dancing. and i cannot put the blame on dance.

i think i'm at the lowest point of the year. its like every year, a particular period of the year, i feel like i've fallen into a slump and i'm really upset about it. for the past 5 weeks i dun think i've learnt anything from school. so pissed with myself. i really hope i can get through this period and do well for my tests.

recently my relatives have been asking me to work in a bank. they keep asking me why i want to dance so much. i have nvr really thought of giving up dance until today for like that one second but i know its impossible. if i were to give up dance what else can i do? i've spent so much time, money and effort to get to where i am today even though its no big. its like a dream that since young i've always wanted to be a performer and i know now its not the time to give up especially now its the peak period. i'm gonna endure all of this! :D i'm not gonna let some minor setbacks prevent me from getting to where i want to be.

i've learnt alot from today's audition even though i was really upset at first. it was my first solo audition. audition to be wad? kpop artiste. LOL. joke. auditioning for something that the me few years back would never do but then i realised that kpop isn't so bad after all.

i think from the start i din look like i wanted it badly. i think i came off as not interested. LOL! too bad, i can't usually express myself to ppl i dunnoe. LOL! this is one of the things i have to overcome. they asked me to intro myself. all i said was my name, my age and that i like to dance alot. LOL! thinking back, i think its a super retarded ans. and i regretted saying only that few lines without carrying on. i shld have talked about SHINee larr!

2nd mistake. choice of song. i think i shld have just used lucifer larrrrrr!!! regretted choosing something that i'm not familiar with. unlike lucifer, i've listened to it like a thousand times. -.-!! jae, one of the judges, said that i did many mistakes. my steps din match the music. cos i was too fast. LOL. this i know. its like when i'm nervous, i tend to dance faster. somemore i cannot multi task. i must really learn to multi task!!!!

3rd mistake, i shld have tied my hair up while dancing! SUPER pissed with myself trying to be some dope shit letting down my hair for an audition. -.- i danced looking like grudge. ._.

4th mistake, i think i lacked a whole lot of confidence and i think i appear too dao. must change!

den after they see me dance, they ask me whether i can sing anot. i gave a straight no. LOL.! but then i further add on the cliche ans. they din ask me anything else and just said thank you. -.-

i was quite pissed at myself for performing like this for an audition but i'm proud of myself that i'm actually taking this audition seriously and learning from my mistakes. i'm gonna take this as a learning experience and i'm gonna do better the next time! i'm thankful to have this chance to really think through things.

maybe its fate.

maybe auditioning for kpop is not something i really want for now. the truth for auditioning this thing is to give me that small little hope of seeing Jonghyun and the rest of SHINee. i'm serious. but i know this can only be a dream. LOL. i'm so obsessed with them.

i'm secretly happy that i got to spend the night with neon at square 2 today to forget the unhappy stuff. they made me really happy today. thanks girls! <3

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OKAY TIME TO BLOG ABOUT 29TH APRIL AND 30TH APRIL!!! :D

29th april!

i saw BOSCO, RON, KEVIN AND MOSES for the very first time in my entire lifeeeee!!!! it was autograph session that day. i queued up abt 1hr before the session. regretted not buying anything for my 1st hubby. LOL. i din like the mc. she quite annoying. LOL. i was quite upset that i couldn't get to shake hands or take photo with him!! as usual, i couldn't express myself and all i did was just to mouth thank you to bosco and smiling like an idoit. damn it!! my inner fangirl din even come out and take over my body. HAHA!

they all looked really good!!!

5 lucky fans got to play games with them! i was super jealous of that boy who played with bosco!!!!!! bosco gave him a backhug, a normal hug and even carried him!! damn ittttt!!! they were all super cute and funny. keep talking about wet kiss. LOL. and i liked the fact that bosco tries to converse in Mandarin instead of cantonese.

there was this lucky kid who got to sit on all of their laps and even took a photo with each of them!!! life is so unfairrrr!!

30th april!!!!!!

KTO PRELIMS! i really enjoyed the performance and performing for that crowd. it was super dope and awesome experience! our first song was RING DING DONG! it was a little messy but it was okay. haha! den it was HELLO! the crowd was super cool! they screamed hello tgt with the song!! the best part was when they heard the start of LUCIFER they screamed like siao. this was wad made me became hopeful for us getting into finals. so many SHINee fans in the crowd. we were the only grp that did a SHINee combo. they almost said the fan chant for the instrumental part of lucifer!!! even the judges were enjoying. but sadly we din get into the finals. but we really had fun!! thanks for those who came down and supported us!

after performing, i had to rush off to see my hubby's CONCERTTTTT!!! we were seated quite near to the stage there was a screen in front which made the whole experience better. HAHA! den when it finally started, all 4 of them came out to do the opening! BOSCO was as cute as ever. i guessed he's the most playful out of all the 4 of them. they had to decide who was to sing first. bosco was like hosting the show. LOL. den it was moses who continued with the show. i din know he could sing this good!

then it was ron's turn to sing! i super loved his songs when he came out i became high! haha! but i was quite disappointed with his dancing as i knew he could do a 100 times better than just dance like he was at a club. haha. oh and his outfit was so SHINee in lucifer larrrrrr!!! i din noe he was dis cute too on stage. he bought roses with his own money and gave them out to his fans. den he asked the audience to clap. LOL!! super cute larr he.

after ron it was my hubby's turn!!!! his entrance was dope!!! like my jonghyun's one. HAHA!! he entered the stage sitting on a red sofa like a boss! HAHA!!!! one super lucky fan got a song from bosco!!! its like he invited her on stage and sang a whole song for her!!! also giving her a minnie mouse and a stalk of rose. i was almost in tears when i saw that!!!! how i wished that girl was me. HAHA! den bosco came down giving or rather throwing this pouch to the audience. he is a super dope thrower sia. he threw the furthest! den i think he saw me and wanted to throw the pouch to me!!!! but miss. :( nvm at least he noticed me. HAHA! cos i was the only one wearing cap. (i was in performing outfit. haha)

den it was kevin's turn to perform. i can't really rmb much cos most probably i was still in a daze after seeing bosco. HAHA!

den everyone came out and perform the closing. it was dope bosco's outfit was bling bling! HAHA! i do see some similarities between all my hubbies. HAHAHAHAH!!!

they did encore. den it was time to end all the fun. :( after that we headed to newton to eat. :D

i'll try to upload the photos soon. LOL. yeah rite. :D

2011-05-09T01:11:00.003+08:00

hey its been super duper long since i've posted. now its alr 1.10am! and when i come here its always so inappropriate for me to post as i have to wake up early tmr.

so so so wait patiently for my next post about KTO'S competition and about Bosco's, Ron's, Kevin's and Moses's Concert kay! i promise to blog soon.

i'm quite pissed with myself for not updating this blog since like 2 or 3 weeks?!

i really hope i'll rmb everything!!!

currently preparing for a kpop perf for 19th june! we'll be doing only one song. LUCIFER! do anticipate it kayyyy!!

i see if i can blog on wed anot.

2011-04-16T03:43:00.002+08:00

yo yo!

the past few days had been really hectic because of dance. we're getting ready for our kpop contest. i really hope we get in since we have all put in alot of effort.

i'm afraid of clashing of songs! ahhhh! i shall keep it a secret as to what songs we're doing. although the song choices aren't really surprising. LOL.

busy choreo-ing for concert too. but most of the choreo is by ais. LOL. everytime when its time to choreo my mind is usually blank.

i saw F(X) teaser for their comeback. it seems really modern. the setting of the set and costumes. i hope it will be a nice song!

kinda disappointed with myself. i took so long to learn a dance when i had learnt it before and only had to reconfirm the steps. 50mins for a 1min cut. hai....

i hope tmr will be a beautiful day and i'll be able to teach the new song without much difficuties. cos the learning was kinda retarded when i had to learn so many ppl as at different timing different ppl were doing different steps. i hope i rmb them! :x

off to edit the music.

rahhhh school's starting soon. somehow i'm excited. somehow i dun wan my hols to stop so that i can just focus on dance. LOL.

2011-04-12T03:23:00.007+08:00

YO its been a long time! i was super lazy to blogggggg.

read my older posts so had motivation to blog. :D

2nd april- saturday

finally video-ed our genie and juliette!

there we alot of bloopers. LOL. but i'm happy with the result cos we had only one week of practice and i think we did well for genie as we only learnt the day before. there were mistakes here and there. oh well, even stars have mistakes too. LOL.

here's the vid!

feel free to comment!

3rd april- sunday

my parents and i headed to the airport 3am in the morning. we had an early flight to bangkok to catch! i do not like budget planes. NO TV. lol. YEAH BUT IT REALLY SUCKED. when i was about to sleep, the stupid guy in front of me adjusted his seat which made me even more uncomfortable!! i had a terrible sleep on the plane. woke up with aches all over my neck. when we finally reached bangkok, wahh the ppl thr rush like never rushed before. -.-

we took a cab to our hotel. even the hotel was budget. -.- oh den we went to eat and shopped abit. but we were too tired cos of the super little sleep we had so we decided to head to the hotel and take a nap. LOL. sleep till dun wan to wake up cos i was too tired.

after that we went shopping again. wahh there the shopping centres all close so early. 7pm + close lerh. so can't really shop. den we walked along the streets. there were little shops thr like pasar malam. there the streets alot of dogs. we walked till we were so tired. LOL.

4th april- monday

woke up super early, headed for breakfast. quite yummy. free flow of bacon. LOL. den headed back to the hotel room cos it was still early and the shops haven't open. went for serious shopping LOL. see nice den buy cos thr the things are like dirt cheap. LOL. went to MBK. siao they sold PINK HOODIE the hip hop kind. BUT IT WAS TOO BIG FOR ME!!!!!!! so upset lorr. :(

walked like siao.

after that we went back to the hotel i think. either that or we continued to shop. ate alot but somehow i'm not used to their food. they have alot of pork! LOL. if i know i would kinda forget what happened, i would have blogged early. me thinking that i have super memory. -.-

i think after that we went to the pub which was located at our hotel lobby. LOL.

i was watching MTV china there. everything repeats sia. the show, the mv and the ads. mtv asia better. i got high when i saw SHINee on tv. LOL! even though it was only 30 seconds and w/o jonghyun.

5th april- tuesday

went for breakfast again. den headed for the it mall. it was damn super difficult to find original games thr so we din buy any. i wanted to find games for my psp but they dun have! i bought 2 speakers quite chio. HAHA. den went to shop somemore. after that went back to the hotel i fell asleep. we totally din get to go chinatown! :( so i watch mtv lorr. and learnt LLO thr. LOL. I BOUGHT 4 SHINee albums!! super happy!

6th april- wednesday

woke up even earlier than the other days. time to go back home. :D i was really happy. but my dad took a different flight from us. den in the plane again no TV. -.- tried sleeping. super uncomfortable. so ended watching SHINee on my psp. i still watch shinee to sleep every night when i was in thailand. LOL. lucky i had my psp with me.

at bangkok airport mummy bought a kipling sling bag for me! i was super happy !! my mom is so dope larr. cos i alr had a ninewest bag and now a kipling! my mom love me loads! LOL.

i wanted to go for chinese dance but i was too tired. so i stayed home and spam ppl to vote instead. haha. den took a short nap den went for elites. fun but stressful.

7th april- thursday

i think i played mj. i can't rmb wad happened. LOL. den went for open class. we did our class instructional vids. super epic.

8th april- friday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIM JONGHYUN!

many of his fans wrote sweet stuff on tumblr. LOL. i think its too mushy to be writing all that. haha.

went back to bv.

met NEON for dance. LOL! our new name. consists of me, ais, xiaorui, mooxin and rena. HAHA!

the progress was surpirsingly good. but we were all tired.

9th april- saturday

stoned. LOL

10th april- sunday

decided to buy my phone so we left house to wm at about 8+pm. haha! super happy!! i bought my hp cover even before i bought the phone. LOL. i finally got my dream phone!

11th april- monday- today

went back to bv again to help out for chinese dance. they make me miss my syf days so much! how i wished we could dance again. i watched our 2009 syf piece. i din think it was as good as i thought it was. it was better when i was dancing as compared to when i'm watching it. but i'm super happy that we got a gold!

this time i like the piece and the costume! i hope they do well too! :D

after that went to meet NEON. lol. dope name rite? i think we are the slackiest grp ever. ppl practice really hard we are laughing away. LOL. but we practice too okay. haha.

JIAYOU NEONNNNN!!

i'm currently into F(X) haha. my bias is SULLI. but i always call her chuli. LOL. i think because of the kpop contest i'm starting to listen to kpop! =X but SHINee will forever be my no. 1. :D

see no screen!!!!
i attempted drawing a dino. it represents jonghyun. HAHA! and the pink could probably mean key. JONGKEY. LOL!
drank this ytd. its wine. LOL. i din really like the taste but it was okay i guess. LOL. bought this at duty free. one small bottle, $9.
i bought 3 caps there. i had the black with pink words customised for me! i'm super happy!
first 2 days of shopping.
this cost $8. -.-

super yummy food! which is like less than $2 each!
my SHINee albums bought from bangkok and my jonghyun keychain!
new converse shoes and socks. i loved the leopard print shirt. obsessed with leopard prints for now. all because of SHINee's hello. LOL!

mummy's mani

my mani.
all my shinee albums.

super dope leopard print skirt. HAHA!
speakers.
silver, gold and neon nail polish.

i shld probably go sleep now. haha.

2011-04-02T01:35:00.002+08:00

wooh! finally! tmr we're videoing! added genie cos we find our song a little too short. HAHA. i really hope we will do our best and give our all for tmr's shoot!

do support us okay! by voting! 50% of the marks are by voting!

thank you! i'll upload the vid and the website details tmr!

THANK YOU IN ADVANCE!

i really hope our hard work will pay off. we've been dancing for a week for this competition.

i can't wait for tmr! :D

2011-03-31T03:19:00.002+08:00

yo! nth much today. just dancing. haha.

practiced juliette again. i'm really happy with our progress. its only been a week since we started and we practiced for only a few hrs each day for about 5 days.

now after juliette i really dunnoe wad song to do. i know i'm supposed to feel motivated since i've learn juliette but somehow i'm kinda worried i can't do the same for the other songs. i really can't bring myself to learn other korean groups cos i only like SHINee. agrhh.

i tried learning breathe again but i wasn't in the mood.

i dunnoe why am i feeling stressed. LOL. i feel like doing lucifer. at least i know the steps. LOL.

i must admit the other groups are good too.

ahhhh i really hope i can learn the dance fast enough. oh and the editing of music. ahhh..

i hope watching shinee helps me to calm down.

i'm going bangkok soon. i really really hope i can get SHINee stuff thr.

2011-03-30T04:02:00.002+08:00

BOSCO WONG

KIM JONGHYUN

haha in tumblr this was my 800th post but here its only the 769th post.

anyway i wanna say that i love these 2 guys alot. HAHA!

bosco looked like he's gonna get ready for a lucifer perf. HAHA!

SHINee's 6th member? LOL! nahhh.

i'm gonna photoshop these 2 pics side by side and have them as my desktop pic. HAHA!

if only they had the same expressions.

(picture not mine)

2011-03-30T02:42:00.004+08:00

yeah. not updating my blog again. i just din have the mood cos i was too lazy. i seriously hope i'll update more often man. agrhh.

okay so i last updated my blog was on the 17th? wow this is really gonna test my memory skills.

17th march- thursday

oh ais stayed over at my house and we choreo-ed overnight. i was even shocked that we could choreo from abt4+am to 10am! there was very little talking about other stuff. we were really engrossed in choreo-ing as we analysed every single step. LOL. but now? we're thinking of changing song. sad. LOL.

18th march- friday

so i slept from about 10.30am to about 5pm den met mummy at orchard for shopping at Isetan! they were having private sales. i was really happy cos i bought a new wallet and a shopping bag. i also bought shades. i was really surprised that my mom would buy them for me because they were quite ex. my bag was even more ex than mummy's one. LOL. so we each got a bag and a wallet! we were really satisfied that day. HAHA! oh and after shopping we went to newton to eat! met my bro thr. he dropped his wallet but super FORTUNATELY, a kind couple picked it up and returned it to him. went home and was really high cos i got new stuff. HAHA. this time i din buy any power ranger. LOL.

my new shades.

my fav newton chicken.

19th march- saturday

20th march- sunday

????? totally dun rmb anything.

21st march- monday

had mj with yl, bk and ah gong at bk's house. after that headed to lot one for sakae buffet. we ate alot! after that went to watch big momma like father like son. it was quite cute. funny. i loved the plot. after that we din noe what to do. so we decided to try the new bubble tea shop called IOI. LOL. its more ex than KOI but not as nice as koi. LOL. yeah. den we were talking about going overseas tgt. haha genting. so we went up to check the prices. to bad we couldn't make it this hols. cos too short notice. and we're not free on the same days. so after that i went for orange class.

22nd march- tuesday

ais was supposed to come to my house to learn juliette. but she couldn't make it so i learnt it by myself. i was quite proud of myself for having the patience to learn it. i always don't have the motivation to learn it cos it seems quite hard. LOL. but i was really happy when i finally got it.

oh and i got my results actually i got them at like 2am. i was happy and surprised with my results. HAHA. i did better than last sem. i thought i won't do very well cos of photoshop and i din manage to finish my autocadd exam. so i was overly excited and wrote my results on a piece of paper and put it on the iron board where my mom could see it. haha. i get to go to bangkok as a reward. LOL!! I GOT A DOPE MOM RITE? :D

oh and if i'm not wrong we had mj again but at my house.

23rd march- wednesday

met rena, xiaorui and mooxin earlier, before elites and taught them juliette. elites was fun.

24th march- thursday

met them again to continue with juliette. den went for open class. mental block, brain dead. din dance as well as i should.

oh then ais came to my house again and finished the choreo. we got mental block again. this time it was really serious. LOL. we fell asleep.

25th march- friday

we watched shinee concert and the nheaded to pioneer to continue with juliette. we did formations as well. i was really happy when we finally got the raw dance out. :D

26th march- saturday

it was rest day for me after the whole week of dance. we went to gaylang to eat beancurd. HAHA.

27th march- sunday

met my darlings again and we went shopping for skinnies. LOL. we were supposed to practice juliette but rena haven't got back from m'sia so we cancelled dance. haha. luckily cos i was tired.

:x bought one long sleeved top and one dress which they said it suited me and i ended brainwashing myself to get them.

28th march- monday

woke up, couldn't decide wad to eat. i ended up eating alot. bbq chicken with rice, cheese fries and lemonade. and mr bean. -.- after than about 10+ we went to gaylang to eat beancurd again LOL!!

29th march- tuesday- today

LOL. finally i reached tday! supposed to have mj session with jaron, jc and ais. but jaron last min cannot make it so we cancelled it. lucky, cos i was too lazy to get out of bed. i was supposed to wake up at 3 to learn some dance but i continued to sleep instead. i even woke up late when i was supposed to be meeting them again for juliette polishing. but i have to say we improved since wed. so i'm happy about it. i dunnoe whether they will be reading this anot but, work hard girls! a few more days to go and we can take a few days break and continue with a new song. HAHA.

i'm so afraid i'll tire them out with daily practices cos its like till very late and they have school so..... yeah..

ais came again. HAHA. we watched oh my school, hoping to have onew appearing, but he din appear. :(

she din stay over. haha.

i tried learning breathe. i gave up cos i literally couldn't breathe. maybe i shld try bad girl good girl instead. oh man i have to admit that i'm listening to more korean songs other than shinee's.

i hope i'll have time to do a lucifer cover with them!

next song: love like oxygen? i think it will be fun doing this song as we can play with chairs and the formation seems fun. HAHA!

nu abo? LOL.

just so u guys noe, i'm not listening to other kpop songs for fun. we'll be joining a kpop competition soon and we can't only be doing shinee. HAHA!

oh i'm looking forward to take ATOD exam. i want to score well!

2011-03-17T03:22:00.003+08:00

okay i shld really get started on updating my blog. it seems really dead and i can't help but feel guilty not updating it. =X

okay i haven't been updating since 2 weeks? HAHA! i read my previous posts and i mentioned i love writing detailed posts. i really do. its just that i'm super duper lazy. LOL.

i'll summarize last week. :)

nth much actually. haha. i'm like super free everyday, sleeping through the early mornings and afternoons. (listening to One by SHINee so i'm like zoned out when i hear their voices.) when i wake up i SHINee and Drama den if thr's dance i'll attend. HAHA. duh.

on tues we went to qt's house to mj. I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF FOR TAKING A BUS THR BY MYSELF!! LOL!! its a big deal for me kay. i dun usually take the bus by myself to places i'm not familiar with.

i enjoyed last week's one alot. we danced to G is For Girl by Ciara? my type! girly!

open class was also fun but i cannot stand the stuffiness of the studio! although i have 2 air cons. LOL!!

saturday and sunday we had dance workshops by Bowie Wong from HK! it was dope! i learnt alot and i'm inspired to push myself further. his style is different from jacky's. he's more flowy. it was hard getting used to since jacky is all about strength and power. so we had to tone down our power. we did 4 choreos altgt. house was a killer for me. HAHA. but at least i tried!

on sunday we went to IT fair. i hate the crowd. -.- went thr to get my bro's kinect he's been saving for since ages. i think its quite dope of him to save such a sum of money! i dun even think i have the ability to do that. even a few hundred for ATOD exam (some dance exam which i'm super excited to take) my mom is paying it for me. i love how much my mom loves me and always try to get me whatever i want. :D

this week!

monday yl, bk and ah gong came to my hus and mj. long time nvr see them alr! played for like 7hrs? HAHA! den i went for orange's class. we did waacking that day. and new ppl joined our class cos there were too few of us. finally it feels like a class! LOL!

tuesday

ais was supposed to come to my house and dance since now my house have more space to dance and we haven't got tgt for our choreo for concert which i'm also looking forward to after watching the concert songs class vids such as the elites, RDD and abracadabra. i doubt thr will be any shinee songs this concert. the previous one had THREE!! all the latest ones somemore.

but she couldn't come. i thought if she came we could at least learn a little of Juliette or Love Like Oxygen. so i tried learning juliette by myself. it was harder than i expected. but i really want to learn it!

today.

woke up, watched drama. i'm currently watching every move you make. another bosco drama. HAHA! i can't wait to see him live!

i was supposed to go to modern. or at least i planned to. i mean i love dancing alot and i cannot deny the fact that i really really learnt alot there. but somehow i feel weird going modern. i think i'm too anti-social thr. its not easy for me to open up to ppl. my mom just says that i'm dao. LOL. i agree i'm dao by nature. after so long i dun think i've ever felt happy there. this is the first time i'm saying this on my blog because i dun think i can hide this anymore i dun wan to lie to myself or anyone anymore. i dun feel belonged thr. at least with my df peeps i feel genuinely happy thr. i think its just me. i've always been so 矛盾 as to whether to quit anot. i really like dancing modern. but if i dun feel happy den whats the point of staying? i think i've made up my mind.

i thought i can salvage the situation by going for today's practice. but i realised that i really can't force myself to do sth that i dun wan to do.

i'm really thankful for all the ppl hu have guided me and taught me through this short journey.

i think part of the reason is also i want to spend more time on jacky's class and i dun want to be in a cca whr i cannot commit. it was pretty obvious where my heart belongs to during concert and waves.

somehow i'm disappointed with myself for having things turning out this way. i was nvr like that at chinese dance.

i feel so much better saying this out. i shld have done this a long time ago.

i wonder hu will actually read this.

so i went for jacky's class tdy. finally a slow song! the previous 2 songs were all energy draining and jacky knew it too. it would be too tiring for concert. so the new song is by utada- this one. jacky said its like a tribute to the japan quake. xiaorui and mooxin joined our class tdy! finally we had a class of 13 ppl today! for the past few weeks it doesn't seem like an elites class at all. it just seem like a leisure class cos only few ppl turned up.

wow a really long post! :D

night! its 4.15am! LOL.

after bowie's workshop on saturday, went to whitesands and got this! it's damn big!

yeah i saw the power rangers! LOL!!

last week's and this week's nails.

wanted to upload more pics. but got error. -.-

okay its 10 mins to 5am and i have to wake up early tmr.

NIGHT NIGHT NIGHT!!! :D

2011-03-14T04:00:00.004+08:00

i noe i haven't been updating frequently even though its the hols. i'm just super lazy.

i'll have a decent post up soon! :D

i realise i blog when i'm usually unhappy. LOL!

i need inspiration!!! its not coming!

i found out i got an assignment to do. choreographing to a slow song but adding some hip hop into it. i really hope i can pull this off!

2011-03-06T02:39:00.003+08:00

today was a good and bad day?

i slept for only 5hrs compared to the previous days when i was sleeping like more than 10hrs a day. this could probably be the cause of my headache i'm having now. -.- its not like i want to wake up early. my mom and bro came into my room, i heard them, they came to my bed which only had enough room for me and my pigs. imagine the amount of space i have to continue my sleep on a double deck bed with 2 more people and a bunch of pigs. LOL. so i decided to wake up and asked my dad to fix the player so that i could watch shinee.

FINALLY! i spent my morning watching SHINee's first concert SHINEE WORLD! it was damn dope even though it wasn't the whole concert and i totally din get what they were saying except for thank you. LOL. i don't even understand the concept of their concert. but i think its dope! i just wished the concert was when all five members are fit to dance. OH AND THEY DIN PERFORM HELLO!!! i think its a big deal cos its their latest hit! Lol i think i'm over-reacting.

if only they showed their individual solos. if the disc is gonna be on sale in sg i'm gonna ask mummy to get it for me. HAHA! :D

after watching the concert i watched hello baby! my third time watching and i still find it super cute and funny. after watching hello baby, i went to amk to collect my HELLO ALBUM AND POSTER!!! super happy i got them!! now i have 5 shinee posters!

since i was having a headache, i couldn't make it for dance. so i went to eat with mummy at amk hub.

talked with mummy about shinee and hk stars. HAHA!! i'm like brainwashing mummy to like shinee. HAHA!

i tried a cup of bubbletea, same price as koi, but it sucked. -.-

mummy bought for me another shinee dvd BUT the disc spoil!!! i'm gonna exchange tmr! i ask the person whether all the songs are shinee songs anot. the person replied, this one not chinese, its korean. LOL!!!

den came home and shinee. watched the lousy disc. mummy watched with me. LOL. everytime she see me watch shinee she will ask which one i like. den i say the one in the middle (jonghyuN) lol. den mummy says she like the first one. i thought it was onew. but she said the first one from the right. itsssss........ KEY. LOL!!! she prefers key in rdd hairstyle. HAHA! compared to lucifer. den i showed her all the key covers of girl dances. HAHA! my mummy so cute.

i hope during the hols i'll have the patience to update and upload pics of the day if any. :D

love writing detailed blog posts. :)

2011-03-04T22:23:00.005+08:00

yo! been rotting at home this week. its like sleep till the late afternoon, abt 3+ wake up, watch SHINee vids, get ready for dance, go dance, den come home watch Bosco drama. best of both worlds. afternoon shinee night bosco. :D

just finished watching 7 days in life. quite a funny show. i think i'm gonna buy the dvd cos thr's bosco and steven ma in it. currently watching every move you make which also stars bosco. love watching him as a policeman. ^^

dance is fun too! this week 2 of 3 dances are girly. HAHA! and i fell on wed. quite an epic fall cos i tripped myself. LOL.

so i've been helping pris take over her tues classes which happens to be kpop. LOL currently i'm doing lucifer and i enjoy it. but i wonder what will happen if i finish teaching lucifer. cos i can't bring myself to learn other kpop dance other than shinee's! LOL. i can't even finish watching their live perf. let alone learning the dance steps. they shld change the class to SHINee dance. lol! get done with lucifer den see how. maybe Ring Ding DOng? HAHA! but if they dun want shinee, den maybe i'll do genie or bad girl good girl? HAHA! but i still want shinee, at least this forces me to learn shinee dance instead of always procrastinating.

i've got to learn to be more confident and stop over-stressing myself, enjoy the process rather than worrying about the outcome or the result cos i do not have control of it. i can only do my best! this is what i've learnt from watching drama. stop doubting myself and my capabilities. jiayou! everyone have to start somewhere and since i have so many opportunities in front of me i shld make full use and go for it rather than regretting when it's alr too late.

concert choreo is my biggest challenge for now. i really want to do a good job. my near future depends on this!

after watching so many shinee vids, the recent ones are all without jonghyun. i wonder whether the rest of the members are getting used to shows and events without jonghyun. i seriously hope not. i think i'm thinking too much. jonghyun get well soon!

some pictures?

satisfied my burger craving. HAHA!

bought the pants on mummy's bday. i super love this pants! i get damn high when i wear them!

haha me with specs

my first pink dance shoes! i super love them too! i just hope i won't neglect the rest of my dance shoes. haha!

2011-02-28T01:01:00.002+08:00

yo! long time since i blogged.

finally the exams are over! i've nvr felt happier. :D

during the exams period i suddenly found shinee stuff to watch and can't really watch too many of them since i needed to study. LOL. but i still watched some larr.

econs was a killer cos there were so many things to memorise! and the things din get into my head. i was super sleep deprived the day before. stress plus not enough time to study led to me having close to no sleep at all! i seriously hope its worth it.

as for marketing paper, since thr was only 3 chaps and my paper starts at 4, i decided to go shopping on wed. i bought a shinee dvd! with their mvs! i was super happy so i sort of neglected marketing and started watching. i was literally smiling like an idiot while watching them on my tv! i want a bigger tv. HAHA!

i started marketing on the day itself as i was super procrastinating. -.- i hope i won't do badly. this time around, i dun have much confidence in my results. screw this shit.

so on friday, peiqin, qiaoting and zelia came to my house to MAHJONG! haha! i've waited for this day for like 3 weeks?! HAHA! had fun. cooked noodles, played my shinee dvd and i was caught stoning in front of the tv and not eating. i can't multitask! after mj, headed to teach. but thr was no one. so i was just stoning and choreo-ing for concert. i really hope i can do a good job! :)

after that met mummy at bugis and i bought PINK DANCE SHOES like finally!!!!! but i think i was too excited, i bought the wrong size, still can wear larr but it will be difficult to remove them quickly. i hope i exchange!

on Saturday was my bro's bday! had breakfast which made me shit. LOL. and went to bosco's restaurant. LOL not really his larr but he's the spokesperson for that restaurant i think. the same one i went for my bday. quite shiok. i satisfied my burger cravings. HAHA! at first i was feeling moody but after seeing his face on the menu, i was happy again! :D

today treat my bro to jack's place cos he treated me on my bday. after jack's place went to cafe cartel to eat again. LOL. all because of a cheesecake. and i got my third set of shinee poker. LOL. yeah i know i super waste money. i want to get their 12 set poster soon! i just hope i got place to put them. HAHA!

i dun like when my sis is studying. i cannot watch tv! last time when i studying she also watching tv wad. -.-

took pics but i forgot where i put my camera cable. =X

i think its all fated! when i got no bosco to see, jonghyun suddenly comes out. now that jonghyun is recovering, i'm watching a bosco drama!

i can't wait to see him and ron on the 30th april!!!!

2011-02-22T22:37:00.002+08:00

yo! my 760th post today and i'm glad that i'll be able to have a decent post. :D

i'm finally done with econs. i'm proud of myself for not doing last min cramming. even though i only started the day before. but at least i started in the morning.<- i have nvr do this before. HAHA! if its in the morning, it will be the morning of the paper. HAHA! and i'm glad i started earlier cos even starting at that time, i din have time to study everything. and i survived the whole day with just afew hrs of sleep. well, even if i want to sleep, me being so stressed up will only prevent me from having a good rest. all my 1hr nap was cut short cos i had difficulty falling asleep during exam periods. i hate it so much. soooooo TREASURE YOUR SLEEP! after the paper i came home to sleep. HAHA! i was supposed to teach but classes were cancelled. so ends up i slept for 6hrs!

one more paper left to go and it will be the hols!

its been more? than a month and my ankle still haven't recover. i can constantly feel the pain. i really hope it heals soon.

i shld SHINee today. haha! shinee has become a verb.

currently uploading concert vids on fb. i wanted to upload on youtube but they're giving me problems.

oooo and i may be joining pris crew. i'm super happy and thankful that she has given me so many wonderful opportunities! i shld start working hard and plan for myself too. LOL!

oh and me and some df peeps were on tv ytd! haha! ch8 9pm drama ep 6. A Tale Of 2 Cities.

2011-02-19T02:44:00.003+08:00

yo!

IT test today was horrible.

apparently today, 18 feb 2010 is the 1000th day since SHINee debuted. SHINee is all over my tumblr dashboard. well, my dash has always been flooded with SHINee. :D

i think its about 6 months since i started loving them! i finally know the reason why i think they're super dope. they're so young and at this age they have alr achieved so many things!

not my work.

so i was supposed to teach today, but thr was no one to teach. it would be a bonus if i could actually teach Lucifer on their 1000th day! haha!

hopefully i'll be able to teach lucifer on the 1002nd day! :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MUMMY.

2011-02-17T01:13:00.002+08:00

i love how loving my DF family is.
(:

i'm uploading the concert vids on youtube! i think its gonna take hrs.

oh! this afternoon i forgot to say that i'll be on tv with some of the DF peeps! on the 21st of feb, next monday, 9pm, channel 8. the new drama. its only a small part. (: catch it okay! support! HAHA!

i know its early but, i'm SO EXCITED FOR THE NEXT CONCERT. EVEN THE DATES ARE CONFIRMED! :D
when it's nearer i'll let u guys know. :)

2011-02-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

yo! i'm blogging again cos i'm avoiding photoshop haha.
during the weekends, i went to my relative's chalet. it was quite cool. just me and my parents. quite shiok. den mummy played mahjong. i was watching shinee on my com. and i started laughing randomly. LOL

had elites on monday. quite fun, waacking basics.
tdy i had autocad test. i din manage finish! but i dunnoe why i wasn't feeling anything. maybe cos its over alr. after that had lunch wit pq, qt and zelia. crapped a little. lol i think zelia said that i have key's personality. not the naggy part but its the part that he dislikes ppl taking or using his stuff without asking first. i also dun like! thr was one period of time i bought alot of food for myself and my siblings ate them! i got so pissed that i wrote whatever that was mine on a piece of paper and placed it on the fridge telling ppl not to eat. LOL. i know its a little over but i really HATE it when ppl eat my food without asking.

then went to meet ais and headed to bugis to shop. koi again. LOL. i din buy anything cos i din have the mood. i wanna buy 'pj' but its not pink. LOL. there was this shop that played kpop. seriously, when i hear girl songs i recognised it only because key danced to it before. HAHA! den since i was early and din wanna go home, i decided to go find my mom den i realised i'm gonna be falling asleep waiting for her, i went to my grandma's house instead. ate alot thr. as usual. haha! den mummy fetch me and went to eat at hk cafe. quite shiok.

when i got home, MY SIS DRANK MY DRINK WHEN I LABELED IT ALR!!!! damn it! nvr ask, den when i ask she just said ya. I REALLY CANNOT TAKE IT. i think i need to go back to pasting notes on my stuff or tape scotch tape at the top. stupid larr my mom buy she drink i understand, but i bought it with my own money and she dun buy food and put it on the table so naturally i dun even have anything to touch so i dun see a reason why she must drink my drink! she still haven't learnt her lesson from the milk issue izzit!!! i thought putting it 'mine' the whole damn world will understand. ends up she still open. SERIOUSLY, WHICH PART OF 'MINE' DUN U UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!! study so hard for wad basic things like please and thankyou also dunnoe how to use. WHATS THE POINT!!!!!!! i'm super pissed larr! if she wants to be an asshole, i'll be an asshole too. i'm gonna pick up fight with her the next time she does it! i'm sure i won't have to wait very long cos she dun really have manners and the courtesy to ask for permission. lalala

din go out today. i can't believe i actually forced myself to stay at home. i want to rest my eyes. everyday wear contacts for super long hrs. den i'm quite lazy to go out. and i shld start revising. LOL. but i'll be going dance later! :D

off to eat cereal! and maybe watch my 2nd shuai ge. RON! :)
i shld do my nails too. (:

2011-02-13T23:39:00.003+08:00

nth much this week! just presentations and mahjong sessions. HAHA!!

i have great parents and i'm really thankful for having them! :D

tests and exams are coming! and my stupid autocad dun work at home. bitch. LOL!

i'm afraid that i cannot complete my papers especially those that requires com. -.- so much stuff to memorise. siao lorr.

i love how SHINee has invaded my family. or at least my parents. HAHA! yeah i force them to listen to SHINee. thr was once, when i was playing mahjong, my dad was whistling to ring ding dong! epic! den he will randomly say lucifer's 'mukincheh' dunnoe how to spell haha. den i just sent SHINee's hello, ring ding dong and lucifer mv to mummy's phone.HAHA! I even set lucifer mv as mummy's ringtone when i call her. HAHA!! dope rite!!

yeah that's about it. i dunnoe what else to blog about since this week was a rather slack one.

Pictures time! like finally~~~~

apparently my com dun let me upload the rest. LOL. so not fated for pics tdy.

anyway these yummy looking stuff were for our presentation. (:

2011-02-06T02:20:00.002+08:00

i'm here avoiding my stupid autocad which got me SUPER PISSED OFFFFFFFF!!!!! why the hell do we need autocad in events???!!! no like we're gonna place the doors where ever we want to or the stupid windows! i'm so damn pissed offfffff! seriously larrrrr!! after 5hrs in class, i din even get the basic layout done, now somehow the whole damn thing shifted. WTHHH!!!!! somemore got more than one part to do! even deco and backdrop also use autocad WTH MAN got photoshop still use autocad?!! i think i just suck at computer applications larr. I NEED SHINEEEEE!!! but i very scared no time to finish my workkk!! and i'm not even waiting till the last min! its alr bad that i'm pissed. its even worst when i vent it out on food. the worst of all is that i finished my melon seeds and the new packet taste horrible!

dun care larr i'm gonna start blogging now. FINALLY A DECENT POST! no pics thou. i'm using windows.

i shld probably start with waves 15!
i'm quite an emo girl in the club. yeah i noe, kinda hard to believe. i gotta say waves was good. but i wasn't feeling the after-concert sydrome like how i felt it for dance factory's one.
diet for waves was a flop. they ended up catering bento and i just got to eat them. -.- oh and for the first night, df ppl came to support! i really appreaciate them coming down after work and school to support us! <3

the second night was rather emo cos only my parents came. but after the show, we went to eat prata. i was wondering why ppl were staring at us den i realised we had stage makeup on. LOL.

overall, i think i was quite proud of myself for doing modern for the very first time on stage and having a few friction burns and an injured ankle! i managed to dance! till now my ankle still hurts...
i was touched when i recieved little pieces of paper/cards. thank you.

my cough immediately became worst after eating chinese new yr goodies just now.

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oh and ais is gonna get me a HELLO album as my birthday present! :D
and the presents that peiqin, qiaoting and zelia got me was really pretty. another set of pjs. LOL.
thank youu!!

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CNY~
MJ 2 nights in a row. :D won !
this CNY i was closer to the kids. at least i played with them. on all 3 days! the 2nd day they came to my house. it was the first CNY when we invited ppl to our house and i'm proud of myself for being able to control the kids noise lvl with a game! i cannot stand noise. haha. oh den played 21 on the third and i won again. haha so i guess the colour black really helped? HAHA!
the kids are super cute! oh and i ate alot! i shld probably go on a diet during the hols and i hope i'll really make an effort to do so! somehow shinee motivates me cos taemin is like 178cm but he is like only 53kg?!

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got alot of projects and assignments due next week! and i'm ever so lazy to do them. shit.

i want the hols now!!!!!!

2011-02-03T03:24:00.002+08:00

rahhhh i feel so bad for not uploading for a really long time. like to have a decent post with whatever rubbish that is happening in my life. i'd like to do it now. but i'm kinda sleepy. i think i always come online the wrong time. i got a feeling the next time i'm gonna blog sth trashy is gonna be the time where i'm gonna avoid doing cadd which is driving me super crazyyyy. so many projects due next week and i'm as lazy as ever. i'm gonna find a day to blog and upload pics of these few weeks happenings. i really hope i can rmb them and REALLY blog them.

sorry blog for not putting in the effort to update. =X

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

oh my lucky colour for this yr is black! not that i'm gonna abandon pink. i'm just gonna get more black things. as if i'm so superstitious. LOL. sooner or later i'll forget about it like wad i always do.

okay night people!

i promise to have a decent post real soon!! :D

2011-01-30T02:04:00.002+08:00

yo! i'm thankful for all the views even though i haven't been updating my blog recently and regularly. somehow i'm guessing the viewers are all here to attack my chatbox with annoying blogvisit msges. oh well. i shall be in self denial. i'll update tmr. hopefully. nightsssss!!

2011-01-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

long time since i've blogged. been having rehearsals this whole week and i'm really tired, can't stop coughing and my ankle hurts. when i'm like typing this with my eyes closed, i also realised i have to do homework at 1am and i have to submit them tmr. ahhhhhh!! and i'm like super sleepy and i dunnoe what am i supposed to do. damn damn damn damn damn!!! AHHHHHHH! other than these.... i dunnoe wad more to say about this night. i'm reallly drained... SHIT!!!!

2011-01-22T16:17:00.004+08:00

750th post!

its my birthdayyy!! haha!

but actually, i'm too lazy to blog now. i dun even noe why i'm here. i shld probably blog again when i'm avoiding work. HAHA!

bye~!

thanks for the wishes on facebook and texts! and the birthday eve of having lunch with mummy at 'BOSCO'S RESTAURANT' and spending the night with rena, mooxin and xiaorui! :D

this yr's bday feels weird. my first bday with pink extentions. HAHA! but its also my first having the most aches on my body and a minor sprain(?) on my right ankle. its probably an old injury since sec 3 when i sprained my ankle while dancing and when i was dancing modern on thursday, my 2 ankles hit each other -.- then before that on tuesday during modern, i almost fell. den my right ankle hurts cos my foot turned in. LOL. me and my epicness.

i totally feel jonghyun now. HAHA! he went for leg surgery for his left ankle. GET WELL SOON i want to see him dance again!!!

i shld get well soon too! cos i dun really have a choice. the sad thing is i'm restraining myself from dance for 3 days and hope by tues i'll recover!

2011-01-15T02:55:00.002+08:00

just when i was saying today is not my day, mummy managed to get bosco's tix! so I'M GOING FOR THE CONCERT TO SEE BOSCO WONG, RON NG, KEVIN CHENG AND MOSES CHAN!!!!! i'm super excitedddddd!!!

first time in 3 yrs i'm finally able to see bosco LIVE!!!!! DOPE TO THE MAXXXXX!!

this is the first concert i'm attending apart from hi-5. HAHA!

shld i make boards? LOL. i sound like a crazy fangirl now. but i'm super super super happy!!!!! because i get to see my TOP 2 (bosco and ron) LIVE IN ONE NIGHT!

i'm too excited for words!

2011-01-15T01:40:00.004+08:00

i'm finally here again. i can totally see the difference between last week's and this week's entries. last week had frequent updates. this week? this is the first time i'm blogging for the week. must be due to home work. and i think my body is not getting used to the 5hr sleep a day thingy. i know its super not good for my body but i can't help sleeping late. cos if i sleep too early i feel like my night is wasted. LOL. yeah i know i'm weird.

Monday 10th jan 11

nth much.... had drawing presentation. had dance. i enjoyed myself. LOL.

Tuesday 11th jan 11

..... nth much. lalala..

Wednesday 12th jan 11

presentation for ideas. after school did econs journal. wrote loads of rubbish. den watched a part of a drama episode then headed to modern.

after modern went to meet ais and went to jp to get durian cake to celebrate xiaorui's bday. after that headed to dp to celebrate. it was a simple day but we enjoyed it. after eating the super dope cake, ais went to sleep then we started dancing. loads of unglam shots.

then had dance. i love the choreo. haha. and i'm happy that i was able to catch the steps.

thursday 13th jan 11

gems. nth much talked crap. had econs lecture. i realised i have super short attention span. i get super restless super fast. den i will start wriggling on my seat. HAHA. finally class was over. then it was tutorial. peiqin drew my brain structure. i think its quite accurate. HAHA except for the proportions. at first we were talking about how complicated my brain was. then in 5mins she was alr done with my brain structure. ironic much? HAHA! i like jonghyun more than onew but she cancelled it. LOL. so this is how my brain look like from peiqin's point of view. HAHA!

woops u need to tilt ur head to see it.

after that went to meet ais at jurong east cos i din want to stay in school. we then had waves vetting. we were watching shinee vids while waiting HAHA! then it was finally jr piece so we queued up to wait for our turn. we started singing shinee songs. it was rather epic cos we dunnoe the lyrics so alot of times we were just mumbling and skipping thru haha! den ryan say dun nid show jr piece. LOL. den chiong tie my hair for another piece. super pain. like my head cannot breathe. LOL. after vetting went home.

today, Friday 14th jan 11

attended class den went home. slept for awhile cos i was so tired. which i found it weird cos after so many sch days, i had the most sleep for tdy. oh well. den mummy came back, tried buying for me the concert tix but got problem. :( den got ready and went to bugis abt 4+. went to the sistic counter and guess wad? the system not working. :((! den went to eat at MOF! shiok! super long nvr eat thr lerhh den eat till super full. then walked arnd bugis. i saw this adidas cap which i thought it was quite chio. mummy say she can get it for my birthday present if i want but at that time i was thinking whether i shld really get it anot. so we went to shop at bugis street. bought my birthday dress. HAHA! and did my hair extentions. the concert one damn cui alr. colour damn er xin. and since my bday and chinese new yr and waves is coming, mummy sponsored my hair extentions! super happy. my first birthday with pink extentions! i just hope the colour won't fade as much as the prev. one.

while shopping at bugis street i was seriously considering whether to get the cap anot. den i think i shld get it since i like adidas. and i thought the price was reasonable? LOL i dunnoe. den we went back. DUN HAVE MY SIZE!!!! aghhh! den nvm. wanted to get pjs but the salesperson wasn't thr to assist us as i wanted a new piece. so ends up nvr buy. i wanted it cos i always wanted pjs from young hearts.

today wasn't a really good day. no tix, no cap, no pjs. :((((((!!!!

nvm i believe things will work out.

tmr gonna have modern and full run. i'm gonna miss copy and paste. :(

ohhh and i did my nails and super loved it. haha at first i din noe what to do then i decided to go and look for inspiration. SHINee is my inspiration. HAHA!

i think the green matches? haha i know key is wearing a lighter pink but i prefer this pink. haha! i wanted to draw symbols that represent them but i suck at drawing.

i'll try my best to put more photos. cos i'm super lazy.

2011-01-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

YOYO!

i'm filled with excitement and i hope i won't end up feeling disappointed.

i really hope to see BOSCO live! its been my new yr resolution since last yr?

i still can't believe he's coming! after like 10mins and i'm still in shock.

i think God really loves me. :D

today is a beautiful day. okay this sounds gay.

i ended up skipping gems. LOL. not too beautiful. oh well. was almost late for econs. but usually lessons don't start on time. so i'm safe. LOL.. den we got back our econs papers. i dunnoe whether i shld be happy or sad. maybe i shld feel happy since i only studied the day itself. oh well.

after school went to find rena and xiaorui cos sp got open house and they came. slacked with them till abt 5+ den went to sdz clubhouse to pay for wave's tee and food. (stoned for awhile cos i was thinking of BOSCO.LOL) after giving money, me and ais headed to bugis while rena and xiao rui went home to prepare for dance. unfortunately we couldn't join them. nvm, i'll join them next week!

went to bugis, ate the jap buffet. treated ais as it was her birthday ytd and i couldn't celebrate with her cos i got dance. i enjoyed myself but the food was below my expectation and i'm quite upset about it.

but we were super full!! decided to walk arnd bugis street. while walking to bugis street through BHG, my uncle stood right in front of me. i got shocked so i scream rather loudly. outside converse, den ppl in converse looked at me. LOL. i was in shock for the next few mins. LOL.

bought a jacket with hood. maybe i shld decorate it. it looks damn plain. i want it to be bling! haha! glow in the dark or sth.

after that we went home. in the train we were watching shinee through my fone. its a pity that the quality sucks.

i'm having headache again. and i dunnoe y. is it still due to the lack of sleep? rahhh.

anyways, visit http://www.youtube.com/user/DanceFactorySing for dance vids. HAHA! random.

ooo i'm really happy today cos i was asked to conduct a kids class tmr! but unfortunately i'm not free and i dun really have the confidence to choreo 4 eights in a night. but i'm really happy for this opportunity. i want to learn how to choreo better steps cos i feel rather inferior.

i want to improve on dance and studies as well! jia you pink!!! :)

oh i rmb sth epic that happened ytd and if i've alr blogged about it, ps. i got stm. ytd in class we ended nt doing anything so i was watching shinee vids. den when peiqin was typing things, i think i saw the word 'get'. den i was wearing my earpiece so i can't really hear myself. den i just said 'GET DOWN'! very loudly cos shinee got that song. den i realised my class was staring at me. LOL! i realised i got quite a few epic moments. another time was that i was dancing lucifer in class and my lecturer happened to see. HAHA! i quickly turned and faced the back. :X i think i got this frm ais. hahahahaha!!

den while walking at bugis street, i heard juliette by shinee being played i was super excited!! haha! den after that we went to another shop and they played just dance by lady gaga which reminded me of SHINee's dance version and so i started doing random steps from wad i vaguely rmb-ed. and ais said now she know y my ppl stare at me because of my epicness. HAHA!

sorry my blog is super not in chronological order.

2011-01-06T01:26:00.003+08:00

i'm gonna sleep early today! after this post! before 2am! haha. yeah to me its early alr.

recently been having headaches. i think its due to the lack of sleep. so i shld probably be sleeping early. but i dun think sleeping early tdy will make a diff cos lessons start at 8 tmr. i dunnoe whether i shld go for gems anot. dun feel like going. HAHA.

i'm proud of myself for attending lesson today. HAHA. ends up also nvr do much. supposed to do presentation. not ready. den ended up watching shinee on my fone.

after class went to the library to do ppt with peiqin. SHINee is sooooo a source of distraction man. ended rather early. den went back home. on the train i was super sleepy larrrr. then got these 3 girls i think they bitching about me. LOL. bitches.

came home, watched SGB. i realised taemin is rather boring on variety shows. LOL. my opinion larr. onew is more active. oh then a few days back i watched a radio show without jonghyun. they were singing lucifer and hello live. somehow i felt that they got no confidence to sing jong's part. oops.

ooooo HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISHAH SAYANG! LOVES!

den went for jacky's elites! first lesson of the year. i was super looking forward to it! i enjoyed it alot as he really makes an effore to push us. after so long we finally did warm ups! luckily i've been doing warm ups during modern. if not tdy sure cui de. LOL. i enjoyed the choreo alot. learnt quite alot. testing memory. haha!

4th jan 2011, tuesday.

the previous night i stayed up to do my homework. ends up dun nid pass up. -.- this was the reason for my headache. din go modern because of headache. -.-

i got back my photoshop results! i'm super happy with it. i seriously thought i would fail.

downloaded new shinee songs! i like key's rap in graze, this song is ais intro to me de. nice nice! just realised shinee emo songs quite nice! they have dope songs! i feel like choreo-ing to get it! like quite fun!

oo and i got my pay from the birdpark dance! super happy! i need to save money and slim down!

oh man. i really dun feel like going for my 8am lesson tmr. morning MRT is the worst!

oh and i super hate it when ppl come later than u but when the train comes they go super near the door squeezing to get in, no space for u, u den have to take the next train. seriously, be considerate larr! i hate it cos i really try my best to be considerate to ppl, dun push, squeeze etc. but sometimes i just can't stand it and let ppl have a taste of how it feels like to be pushed!

i want more shinee posters!!! especially RDD era! :D

2011-01-04T02:17:00.002+08:00

i realised i always feel like blogging when i'm avoiding my homework. yeah, i noe whats the point? ends up still have to do wad.

today first day of sch was okay, i was very high. probably cos of SHINee. HAHA! i was spamming shinee all the way during drawing class. ohhh i got back my papers for marketing and drawing. i'm quite happy with the grades as exams week was concert week as well. HAHA! we were supposed to have a presentation for drawing tdy. but we convinced cher to postpone it. HAHA!!

elites was cancelled. :( but this gave me my nap of 2 hrs :D

i subst elites with lucifer, hello and replay. i think my replay sucked. somehow i just hate seeing and feeling the way i dance for replay. agrhh!

i miss having super detailed posts about my life and i can't really do that now cos i'm a busy girl. haha. and i got stm.

i dunnoe y everytime i watch shinee dance i always think how can they dance so well without dance background? its like they're all in sync, like a crew, i love the one where they danced to do it well by J.Lo. they have energy and they are controlled! i super wish i could dance like them. maybe this is the reason why i'm crazy over them. :D i love all their remix dance, ring ding dong, replay, lucifer, juliette. i'm still in awe how can they dance so well!!

okay back to work. -.-

2011-01-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

happy new year everyone!
welcoming the new year was awesome!

31st dec 2010, friday
met jaron and jaichyi at jp for pepper lunch. df had a party! it was fun cos we played games and bonded. screamed alot. played 'hello baby' game. fun fun! the food was yummy too! chop chilli chop was entertaining too! this was the first time we actually had a bonding party. usually it will just be split into the sengkang side and the jurong side. we also played the blanket game which was rather epic cos of their expressions!

after the whole party, we went to fair price to get food for tonning session at my place. ais, rena and xiaorui came to my hus and we watched golden disc awards tgt! yeah this session was mainly to watch GDA tgt. HAHA! at first i was thinking how can they get so high when they watch the perf. den i realised it was natural reaction. LOL!! wahh when SHINee appeared on tv me and ais especially, scream like siao! watching them on tv is a totally different feeling! seeing jonghyun be the king all over again on tv is just dope! after a few hrs later weiling came. crapped and watched the concert vids my mom videoed for me. quite funny! den we ton till 8+am leaving me with a headache.

1st jan 2011 saturday
woke up like at 2+pm den got ready and headed to grandma's hus for gathering. i enjoyed the day alot even though it was simple. we played taboo? and jenga. it was really fun! i won for taboo! haha! ate loads of salad.

on the way bak home i slept so soundly cos i was really damn tired. haha! den my headache 'disappeared' LOL. so i shld continue with SHINee and watch breakout!

rahhh i dun wan sch to start! here i go counting down the weeks to hols again!

i hope this year will be a good one. with more dance opportunities and more laughters. i hope i will have lesser mood swings. and i pray super super hard i can watch their concerts!!!!

2010 was an awesome year. for some reason i felt that 2010 was a really short year. time past so fast.
i made many new frens. learn new things, got to know more about myself.
i'm glad that 2010 was a fruitful year!

2010-12-28T18:15:00.001+08:00

shld i have a bbq for my birthday? i wanna do sth because its my 18th birthday!

but i have bbq almost every year.

maybe now i'll invite more ppl?

2010-12-28T05:12:00.003+08:00

last week of school hols! :(

today went shopping at a new shopping centre with my family. it was damn big. but alot of food... after that went for modern. had vetting tdy. after modern went for elites audition! i super long nvr see them lerhs! suddenly everyone was like so happy to see each other. LOL. somemore we got closer because of concert. :D i made it into elites! haha. when i received the text from jacky i was really happy. haha. after doing the audition piece just now, i think i'll have to work on my grooving. somehow i see myself groove like damn weird. haha. jiayou jiayou!

we ended class early tdy. den went to slack at wm with ais. wanted to drink rockery. the guy told me it was closed. -.- so had udders ice cream instead. den talked about SHINee. HAHA!!

dead tired. nite!

still can't get over the fact that ytd was SHINee's concert. haha. they're airing the concert in japan in feb. can they air in sg too?

2010-12-27T02:09:00.004+08:00

christmas nails!

HELLO!

din blog for days cos i was lazy. HAHA. decided to blog before i go to bed.

Merry Christmas everyone!

this christmas was simple yet enjoyable. it was just family gatherings.

23 Dec 2010, thursday

went out with ais, rena, xiaorui, mooxin and weiling. met rena, xiaorui, and mooxin at jp for lunch. we had pepper lunch. den slacked slacked at jp before heading to cine to watch gulliver's travels. funny show! we also ate best fries forever. yummy! i enjoyed the movie alot. i think we were the ones who were making the most noise.

after the movie we walked to plaza sing and bought sushi and each a cup! then we went back home. the train ride back was fun. even though it was a simple day, we had fun! love them!

24th dec 2010, friday

nth much, i was at home in the afternoon watching drama with alot of disruptions. can't watch in peace. then about 4+ i got ready and headed to cine with my bro since we got nth to do on christmas eve. and i wanted to get speakers. reached thr, realised that the speakers wasn't what i wanted. i ended up buying TWO SHINee posters!! i'm super happy. one group shot with hello fashion another one is jonghyun's portrait. I LOVE IT SO MUCHHHH!!! haha! its supposed to be a christmas present from my mom but she gave me the money to buy them myself. the original present was supposed to be the speakers. oh well. SHINee is much better. :D

after that went to lot one to buy wafers. then headed to arcade. alot of ppl were staring when we played the roller coaster- like ride. then headed home! on the way in to lot one, there was someone who were giving out brochures. i saw the word kpop thats y i took it hoping to see shinee. i flipped through the brochure anticipating for some shinee and....... BOSCO, RON, KEVIN and MOSES appeared! it seems like they're coming to sg to do a concert!! i was like the happiest girl in the world! i want to go to this concert! i've been waiting for ages to see bosco ever since i start liking him! wads better is that i get to see ron too!! my 2 faves!! damn! i like kevin and moses too! oh man! i really want to watchhhh!!!

as years go by, the excitement to countdown to xmas decreases i dunnoe y. i was watching Breakout online.

25 Dec 2010, Saturday

christmas! went to cuz hus for steamboat. i enjoyed the day alot cos we were just playing and bonding. i treasure these times cos we dun meet very often. giving up shopping for them was worth it. i'm going shopping tmr anyway. :D

there was like free flow of pork and beef. LOL! my faves!

26 Dec 2010, Sunday, tday.

thr was another family gathering at my hus. i spent time playing with my cuz and my nieces and nephews. they were all kids so we played kiddie games but it was fun. they're very cute! haha. the house was really noisy. so after awhile i left the room and went to tumblr. and i rmbed TODAY IS SHINEE'S FIRST SOLO CONCERT!!! in japan. there were live updates on the the songs that were performed. i super wished i was there man! i read that they all cried! including taemin and minho! they were the ones who dun usually cry. i went to see the fancams online but they weren't very clear. i hope they will have a DVD! i wanna buy and catch all the action! minho din wear shirt, just a blazer with his super hot body, they were flying. i really want to go! haha. but i know its impossible. onew's solo was shocking but dope!

i think i'm a crazy fangirl. =X

i went in and out of the room so that i can spend time with my cuz and take a break from all the noise and have some shinee. haha!

whats good about this year is that ALL my presents are PINK!!

i think Life by SHINee is my stoning song. HAHA! i love the song!

i finally made my apple destop background PINK. with jonghyun! haha!

2010-12-23T01:12:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm back to watching dramas again. (:

nth much today. woke up, wrap like 15 presents? rewarded myself with chicken and pearly bandung. finally did my christmas nails although i din bare to remove my leopard prints one. after so long i did the same thing to my fingers and toes. usually i'll have different designs. i'll post the pic another day probably after christmas!

learnt hello dance. not all the steps. i learn the steps but somehow i can't really get the feel. maybe cos its the first time. LOL.

jonghyun pls start dancing again. (:

i'm watching Breakout now. even though i din start watching frm ep 1, i enjoy watching it. the title always reminds me of Ring Ding Dong. HAHA! maybe cos this show has alot of evil characters? LOL. i like jeanette aw's character and her sexy deep voice. its good that they finally allow her to try a new role. i think she's improved alot. they probably wrote the script for her so that she can get best actress award? cos she lost twice. LOL. oops! i think elvin ng did quite well too. i think we all wish we have his super dope memory.

i always support the angel roles in dramas but there will be times that i think the evil ppl are dope!

2010-12-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

wooh updating my blog again! i'm happy cos recently its been updated rather frequently.

finally started to listen to english songs again after sooooo long. finding a suitable song to choreo to. its damn hard as i've lost touch with girly songs.

woke up (set alarm) just to wrap christmas presents. i'm happy with my productivity cos i wrap 6 in 1hr for someone like me i think its an accomplishment. wanted to go find a job to help ppl wrap presents but i think its a little too late cos christmas is like in a few days time?

had modern today. a really short session. waited for mummy to fetch me so i started looking through ais songs for inspiration for songs and after awhile i was listening to shinee again. LOL. den watched shinee vids and tried to complete learning lucifer! i think i know most of the steps but i'm not confident to say i know the whole song.

halfway through hello. easier than lucifer. i'm like stuck for replay. can't move on. dunnoe how. LOL. den just now i tried learning love like oxygen. i think its quite challenging. so many combinations of steps. but i'm motivated to learn cos i started like a super little bit of the song. :)

so mummy finally came. at first i wanted to go lot 1 to shop. had shopping mood. but mummy was too tired. den we had to drive past bpp so i tried to convince mummy to go thr just for awhile and she made a right turn, heading to bpp! ate chicken! LOL. den went to buy tops for me cos i was lacking of clothes? LOL i think so. besides the fact that i bought clothes for concert. LOL. the weirdest thing was that i bought TWO long sleeved tops which is super unlike me cos i hate hot weather and will always complain of being too warm. i got brainwashed by shinee i guess. i love how they pull off long sleeved looks and how taemin looks in the lucifer dance version. haha! i'm so weird. i love the both tops that i bought. i might buy more long sleeved if the weather is bearable.

then brought mummy to comics connection just to see shinee stuff. and thr was this scroll of shinee in their ring ding dong days with super dope hairstyles and i secretly wanted to get it. but i dun think it was worth the price. i might as well print it myself.

i want shinee posters in my bedroom cos my sis is filling up my room with all her big time rush guys who only remind me of justin bieber. *vomits* seriously? everywhere i turn i see 4 guys -.-

somehow i think she copies me alot. that time when i was really into bosco, she go find one sammul and got all into him. now, i found shinee ( not that i forgot about bosco lol) she go find some band and get all into them. see the similarities? this is just dumb.

moving on, we then headed to watsons. i got so engrossed with those eyeshadow! suddenly all the eyeshadow had glitter version! super tempted to buy them but i know i won't use them except for like concerts and stuff. and if i were to buy them for waves, i think it would be irrelevant for my item. i'm super into glitter now!! then i tried different glittery eyeshadow on my hands and my hands became super glittery.

i love how glitter can totally change something dull and common into something so dope and unique! i shld probably stock glitter. HAHA! i even have thoughts of customising my dance shoes with bling bling so its like one of a kind.

then went back home. ate pork! yay! conversation between me and mummy-

mummy: what if one day pork is banned?

me: chicken will be my substitutes.

mummy: so u won't die larr.

me: nope. (but i'll be super sad)

now that i think of it, i think i might die. can u imagine no ba kua? no pig trotters? no minced pork? no meat balls? yeah i will die.

i want to learn up & down dance too! damn, i want to learn so many!

love pain is nice! love the starting.

shall do my nails and wrap the rest of the presents tmr! :D

2010-12-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

i shld probably go sleep after blogging.

so i've thought about how i've spent my 2010...

it seems like a super fast year, maybe its cos i was very heavily packed with activities.

i think i din accomplish much this year. dropped out of YOG dance cos i was too lazy and wasn't excited about it at all. and dropped out of hip hop as a cca because i din have time for it. maybe i'll join back next year. see how.

i'm not really happy about it cos i dun treat dance like that at all. i have never felt like that for chinese dance or jacky's classes at all. i know i look forward to them everyday.

but i'm glad that jacky had a concert. i really enjoyed preparing for it and making new frens in the process. there will be something for me to look forward to whenever there's training.

i think i shld also put more effort in my school work.

source of distraction : SHINee. ooopss!!

i think this year is a year that i really think through stuff and know more about myself. i like learning about myself. somehow it seems fun. LOL.

i've also met alot of new people since i'm in a new environment. majority of them are nice and wonderful ppl while some are just bitches. they shld probably dislike me as much as i dislike them too.

i realised i have quite a number of random moodswings this year. oops.

i just hope that i will spend the rest of the year memorably. and have a beautiful christmas even though i'm not having any party this year. i'm too lazy to organise any.

somehow i feel like spending christmas emo-ly or with just a few close people. maybe i'm only saying this now cos of my mood.

okay i shld go sleep now. nite.

2010-12-19T01:35:00.002+08:00

since ytd was only about shinee, i shld blog about my week.

this week was all modern. tmr is the day i can finally rest after 6 days of modern. i'm starting to ache all over. and i got a friction burn while doing ryan's choreo tdy. after ryan's choreo we had our 4th unofficial vetting for waves. i think i'm happy as i think i did improve. although its not the best but at least i'm slowly working towards it. i really pray i'll continue to improve and add more feel to my dance. i feel like my soul isn't present when i was dancing.

after vetting, my back started to ache. i think its due to the long hrs of sitting. yeah i have a big problem sitting still.

then headed to dp. tried sean's choreo, dun care liao. started teaching ais hello dance. LOL. it was fun. i wanted to teach her the partner work but i always dance alone so i dun really know how to really do it with her. LOL. did a little of pris choreo and couldn't take my back ache i went to lie on the floor. haha. den i started doing random hair choreo. i wanna choreo sth with alot of head swinging! haha!

then it was finally bboy, edwin took over jacky cos he went overseas. tdy was quite epic. only 3 ppl went for bboy. somehow its good cos its easier to learn. ais suggested to learn windmill! LOL. so edwin tried teaching us windmill. damn hard. but he said that it couldn't be done in a day. need loads of practice. so he just taught us the basics. we then did chair freeze cos i couldn't rmb how to do. den we did shoulder freeze! it was quite fun but i think my shoulder is gonna have blue black.

after bboy, i felt hungry again and so me, ais, mooxin, xiaorui and rena went to the pasar malam near dp. ate honey chicken even though i dun think it shld be called honey chicken cos its just fried and it tastes like KFC's chicken which i super like! after eating finish, i went back to buy again. after that we decided to slack at the playground. i enjoy being with them even though it's just talking. (: my SHINee Family. HAHA!!

wow i'm still surviving with only 5 hrs of sleep. and it wasn't really a good sleep ytd. i thought i could stay awake till 3am. but i'm just too sleepy! nite!!

2010-12-17T22:32:00.003+08:00

Hello!!! this is gonna be a SHINEE post. HAHA!

i'm listening to SHINEE on radio now! or at least online radio. its totally different when listening on my fone or youtube! i dunnoe wad songs their gonna play. and i got super super hyped when i heard the first song! SEOUL.FM. but by the time u see this it will probably be over alr. haha! i'm quite excited cos it's my first time checking random twitter and i found the link. and its SHINEE marathon?! dope!

songs they played!

1. Replay (first shinee dance i attempted learning by myself. one of my faves!)

2. Quasimodo (first time spelling it!)

3. Love's Way ( this is the first time i'm hearing this song.)

4. The Name I Love (first time too. LOL. i think there will be alot of first time songs cos i started liking them not too long ago. haha.) they sang quite a few emo songs LOL.

5. SHINee Girl ( i love the starting of the song! )

6. Life ( i think it's taemin's recommended song for the album. another emo song)

7. A-Yo

8. Hello ( i wanna learn the dance! halfway through i guess! one of my faves! super happy when they played this!)

9.Jojo ( the dance seems cool) i think i got attracted to shinee mostly cos of their dance. HAHA!

10. Replay ( i dunnoe y they're playing it again. maybe for me to dance along. HAHA!)

11. Ring Ding Dong ( WOOH!! MY FAVOURITE!! stupid the radio just stopped! dancing to it. HAHA! my first SHINEE song. jacky taught us the dance. this mv is the one where all of them got the best hairstyles!)

12. Love Like Oxygen (love the starting too! and the dance!)

13. Romeo Juliette (nvr hear before.)

14. WOWOWOWOW (dunnoe how many wowow there are. haha. the radio went sot again. piece of shit. LOL)

15. Electric Heart ( key recommends this. the stupid radio went retarded.)

16. Last Gift ( i think its my first time listening to it. sounds sweet)

17. Get It ( i like this song)

18. Obession ( jong hyun recommendation. lol obviously cos he wrote the lyrics. but i fell in love with this song at once. probably due to biaseness. LOL. but the song is nice.)

19. Amigo ( i like this song cos of the starting too HAHA! first impression seem to count alot)

20.Y.O.U ( always wanted to hear this song. but this is my first time okay lar not that bad.)

END~

stupid no lucifer.

okay i spent 1 hr on this radio. found out new songs.

off to bathe!

oh man, i think i'm SHINEE crazy.

2010-12-13T00:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOSCO!! no, i haven't forget you. ♥
currently at a country club for a family getaway. i've been eating alot of rubbish.

tmr onwards is modern intensive till friday. jia you pink! HAHA! lol this is the first time i called myself pink.

2010-12-12T01:22:00.001+08:00

pork to me is like chicken to Onew.

it means so much to us. HAHA!

yeah i'm eating pork now and it feels like heaven. (:

2010-12-12T00:28:00.003+08:00

since i'm free now i thought i shld blog.

today was a sleepy day. i was dragging myself out of bed. den went for modern.

after modern met peiqin,qiaoting and zelia at Singapore flyer. we were heading for a flea! it was supposed to be for IDEA (module) dope rite? we shopped. i think we bought alot of things and the total amt spent at the flea was abt $100! shiok rite? starting i was lazy to buy things den when i started, i wanted to buy alot of things but i know i like things very easily so i can't buy things on the spot. waste alot of money.

so i bought myself 2 rings, 1 bracelet, 1 anklet, 1 pair of earrings and a pink glitter nail polish.

my brain wasn't working today. so i took a really long time to think. LOL.

i added my pink glitter nail polish to my rings to make it extra special and to contain a little pink. nail polishes does alot! my mirror design is by using nail polishes and i tried covering my capo with pink nail polish. it was nvr completed. HAHA!

i've always liked glittery and shiny stuff but ever since i started listening to SHINee, i like glittery and shiny stuff even more! HAHA!

their golden disk awards lucifer perf was dope! even though jonghyun couldn't dance, he was even hotter when he was seated. :D

i finally did my nails like on thursday. i know the design is pretty common but i'm doing it only because of SHINee's Hello concept cos of the prints and i saw jonghyun wearing a pink leopard print thingy which was quite dope so i wanted to try. the base is glittery! cos i was planning to be super glittery for concert. haha!

i'm a happy girl cos i found alot of SHINee vids i nvr see before a few days ago i watch dunnoe how many lucifer perf. now i'm watching all the random vids. its good to know that even though i watch shinee for the past month or so, i nvr run out of shinee vids to watch! good good. seriously man, all the dope shinee vids are appearing!

i'm bullshitting alot today. haha!

2010-12-09T18:18:00.015+08:00

CONCERT PICS!

LOL. i failed twice.

2010-12-09T00:22:00.004+08:00

WOOH i finally have the time to blog again! i hope i can have a long post today since i miss having long posts. haha.

been super busy with mostly dance. haha cos its concert week! now that it has ended, i feel empty, not dancing on a wednesday. it nvr happen in the last few months. its has always been either maybe or where you at. today it was just nap time for me as i was dead beat.

i envied my dancemates who were having holidays during concert week because i had to juggle between dance and exams which totally made me stressed. i was glad that during concert and rehearsals i din think much about exams and just go full out. (: i was also worried cos of exams, i din have the chance to do marking luckily everything turned out well.

sunday: DID PINK EXTENTIONS FOR THE CONCERT!

monday: screw photoshop exam. totally spoiled my mood. din manage to finish. this was the only day i din watch shinee till 2am. i din have the time. haha. i've been watching shinee everyday since i started liking them!

tuesday: CONCERT and marketing paper. it was okay i guess.

wednesday: econs paper. i hope i can do well!

i'm finding my post super disorganised. haha.

CONCERT!!!!

so after taking my paper, my dad fetched me from school! and chionged to RP so that i could at least rush for some marking. then we have to do a final run. totally din have time to do my hair and make up so i just danced and gave my full out as warm up. i felt that this run was better than monday's one (: at least our formations were better. but i made a big mistake! LOL. i was too excited to change for RING DING DONG, i totally forgot i got shirt off. i ended up running like mad. after the run it was briefing and dinner at the same time cos of the time. den we quickly did our hair and make up. everyone was looking dope! and i loved how everyone was really shiny and glittery. HAHA! many of our manicures were of glitter base too! i went to buy temp tattoos before sitting for my paper. LOL.

soon the concert was about to start. super nervous. started giving and receiving hugs. super warm feeling. i prayed that everything will go well and i will do my best! during the concert i had to run in and out of the stage and my dressing room. it was like a marathon. i wonder if my stamina improved anot. haha! there were people at backstage who were super super supportive. even a one word good was all i need to push myself and continue. and it was sweet when it came frm the ppl who i have nvr even talk to. i guess this is what it really feels like in a dance family. and i felt bad to those who said encouraging stuff to me and i din reply cos i was rushing like mad. during the interval we did our touch up and a little phototaking.

the food was surprising good for concert food larr. but the kids got KFC!

LOL. during runs i keep having the urge to shit. HAHA!

my items! i'm blogging this for memories! wouldn't want to forget about this day! there were more items but i'm only stating those i did.

1st item i did was elites! orange's choreo. a dope piece. we were always nervous when it came to this dance!

then my 2nd item was another orange piece. people said that it was neat! (:

3rd was the white item! GET WITH ME AND SHIRT OFF. my 2nd favourite item. we were all going crazy screaming and shouting to boost the atmosphere and to refrain ourselves from feeling tired and drained out! i enjoyed it alot! especially the 'shirt-off ' part!

4th was RING DING DONG! MY FIRST FAVOURITE ITEM FOR THE CONCERT! the fact that it was SHINee's haha! but when i auditioned this song it wasn't because of SHINee. LOL. i also dunnoe y i auditioned for it. the interval from my 3rd to 4th item was rather short so i was chionging like mad to wear whatever i need to wear. this was always the most stressed period. but i enjoyed it alot!

5th was abracadabra. i was at the corner so i just self high. LOL. yeah quite dumb. smiling to myself. i was rather happy that the formation wasn't that screwed because we have nvr gotten the formation right before.

~interval~

my 6th item was maybe. i think we practiced really hard for this and i think it turned out pretty well! the formation wasn't that screwed. or it wasn't screwed at all!

7th item was where you at. i like this costume cos it was quite gangsta. haha! dope!

8th item was pris item! i had to chiong to change for this as it was rather back to back with where you at. i enjoyed doing this too! i can't believe i stoned abit. quite epic once i watched the vid. HAHA. then the starting i had my mini solo, my godpa shouted my name in a gay way i almost lost my balance. EPIC!

9th item was carry out! another item that i enjoyed doing! chiong change again. haha. i felt weird as i was the only one who shouted at the ending BOOM. lol.

10th and final item was FIRE! chiong change too. super no space to dance but i enjoyed it too! cos everyone was super high!

finally it was curtain call. i thought it was rather funny that we had to run up and down cos of back to back items.

after concert feelings.

i felt that we have all bonded tgt as a family. we were in the same room and everyone was super helpful. everyone was very encouraging. and i super envy those who had time to take pics cos i din take alot due to back to back items. :( but i really really enjoyed myself alot! the rushing and all.

i was really happy that my family came down to support me. my grandma came and she was proud of me. (: my godma was inspired to learn hip hop! i shld recommend jacky's tai tai class! but i'm afraid of the distance. now that the concert has ended, there's this empty and free feeling. its like my life has become boring again. LOL.

i super love this family!

i'm gonna take mad loads of photos during the DF party! super excited for it!

super addicted to hot times! jonghyun's voice is super dope!! the rest i dunnoe who singing. LOL.

i went down just to get pepsi cos my dad drank my coke. it was 1+am. HAHA. cravings have to be satisfied.

wow this is really a long post i wonder who can tahan and read all of it.

i'm proud of myself for blogging this much. photos will be up soon. i hope. HAHA!

2010-12-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

finally! a day to rest!

this week was rather hectic. photoshop presentation :( and loads of dancing. we ran for the last train twice this week. so i think this is the only way that i will run- to catch the last train. waste money take cab.

i thought that would be a day i wouldn't watch shinee. lol. i was wrong. i was supposed to do marketing and i ended up watching them.

had a performance at bird park on thursday. i felt super bad for forgetting to take the cd and jacky had to go back to the car to take it. =X i thought i could have done better for the perf. the stage was super small but can't blame the stage for my performance. after perf we saw penguins. HAHA! super cute. i think i like penguins. haha. i saw one shit. LOL. it was like shooting stars. haha. it flew out frm its butt. HAHA.

tmr is gonna be a very long and tiring day with full dress. like after so long i'm going back to crew tmr cos modern is cancelled. if i can wake up. HAHA. CONCERT IS IN 3-4 DAYS! super excited!! i really hope i give my all.

its a blessing that i only have 2 content heavy modules for mst. if not i think i might just die.

i'm excited to do my nails for concert! haha! i still dunnoe what to do with my hair. :(

2010-11-28T04:43:00.001+08:00

haha i like the fact that there were people viewing my blog because they were searching for jonghyun's pic on google and the pics were linked to my blog. (:

2010-11-28T04:07:00.002+08:00

when i was packing my concert costumes, i noticed the advantages of having a majority of pink clothes:

easy to match!

easy to wash all of them tgt without worrying that the colour would run.

damn it. now my yellow top has pink stains, my white top has blue stains. wth. i seriously hope i will put the clothes to use after concert.

just ate ba chor mee for supper. (:

2010-11-27T00:07:00.003+08:00

i'm happy that i've been updating my blog regularly these days.
we went to the asian civilisation museum for marketing tdy. it was okay. i din charge my cam so din take pics. it was rather fun! it was our first outing as a grp and i think we were all very excited and high. but i was dead sleepy.
can't we just go to a more happening place? HAHA. ohh but we saw models! like super chio and tall ones. i just kept staring at them. there was one of them who was wearing a pair of pink dance shoes. i was attracted to the shoes. won't it be epic if i were to take a pic with her, only to be taking with her shoes? LOL!!

den we went to eat at some restaurant which was super worth the price. LOL. free flow drinks and ice cream.
den headed to starbucks to do our photoshop rubbish. LOL. i fell asleep without knowing. we sidetracked alot. and sidetracked to shinee. HAHA! den thr was this grp of guys who wanted qiao ting's no. epic moment. minho is her boyfriend. HAHA!

oh and HI-5 came to marina sq tday. i miss the old hi5 now the new ones are just plastic to me. the pioneer batch used to have concerts. now? its like a roadshow. lalala. so i slacked alone at marina sq. yeah emo me. -.- den went to bugis emo again. waited for ais to come den went to collect the pants. everyday is like shinee day. HAHA.

headed home. fell alseep again. i dunnoe y i super tired tdy when i slept an hr earlier than usual. i'm having a headache now. shit.

RING DING DONG TMRRRRR!!! BABEHHH~

2010-11-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes i like the emo feeling. at least i update my blog. i realised when i wanna update my blog is when i'm full of emotions or just avoiding some stuff. haha. yeah, i run away frm reality ALOT.

i'm feeling much better now. tdy peiqin brought her shinee albums and lent them to me! haha! she's ordering the latest one online! damn i'm so tempted to get it too. my first love will have to be RING DING DONG. thanks to jacky for teaching me that dance. haha and i got so hooked to the mv!

thr was vetting tdy. this time with costumes.

concert is in 2 weeks! same week as all the tests! i'm starting to be afraid because i can't mark the stage like the rest of the dancers as i'll be missing rehearsals due to tests. i dun want to be the 'pimple'.

when i reread the para again, i realised i'm more worried for the concert than the tests. LOL. but i really want to do well for both. my family spent $140 to watch me dance and i want it to be worth the money.

i kinda forgot the real reason of blogging today. these few days i'm having ultra short term mem.

oh wellll. forget it.

2010-11-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

skipped school again. i shld really stop doing this. my mood and feelings are getting into me and eventually affect my decisions.

i've been reflecting alot recently.

i got to learn more about myself, the way i work etc.

i'm glad i have these sort of time for me to know myself better.

i found out i like to live in denial, more than often i escape reality.

i need a stronger willpower.

i feel the happiest when i'm dancing at dp.

especially to this!

super can't wait to dance this for concert!

2010-11-23T22:30:00.003+08:00

i'm not happy and i dunnoe y. not even ring ding dong can cheer me up.
i know i'm not happy but i dunnoe y am i still doing it.
its very important for me to live life happily.
i think i'm not blunt enough. i think too much about the way other people feel and even neglect my own feelings.
if i put myself in their shoes, who is gonna be in mine?
i dunnoe y i'm still doing it.
shouldn't i just stop since i'm not happy at all?
i wish i was more straightforward and able to say what i really feel.
unfortunately, i dun think i'm able to do that.
this is affecting me alot.

2010-11-23T01:13:00.001+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i'm setting too high standards for myself.
i'm glad i'm not a perfectionist, cos if i am, i dun think i'll ever be happy.

2010-11-19T22:49:00.003+08:00

yay i'm posting again. somehow i felt like blogging.

ohhh and i bought a SHINee 2011 Calender! yeah i think they're my new bosco! i must still love the real bosco!

din go school tdy. overslept =X i tend to snooze my alarm and i dun really like the fact that i have difficulty coming out of bed. i tend to squeeze all my sleeping time even though i know 5 mins won't make a difference. today was a weird day. i ended up going to school just to submit my work. bleh. din want to waste my concession so i decided to go to wm just to get Rockery bubble tea. haha. almost wanted to go to bugis to get shoes and hoodie and if possible a cap but i din want to go to bugis alone. somehow i'm relieved that i din go bugis. lot 1 substituted bugis. there i was having my weird mood swings again. its happening more often now and i dun like it. maybe its because i'm alone? and i dun like being alone? i used to think i enjoy my alone time. well i think i still do but i think i hate being alone when i know i shld have been with someone. LOL.

i'm weird. somemore it sucks when i'm feeling moody and no mood to spend money. like seriously, how am i gonna feel better? so i just waited for sayang to end school and have ice cream (: i was listening to shinee for abt 5hrs? LOL. crazy.

i think i have this phobia of aggressive sales promoters. before i even step in the faceshop salesgirl was alr preparing to give me a strip of scotch tape for me to try the nail polishes. i immediately walked away. i would just prefer those sales promoters to leave me alone.

my bed!
i love these neon plasters even though they're not very useful. HAHA.

i'm looking forward to dance RING DING DONG the most for concert!!!! :D if only we could do lucifer as well!

2010-11-17T10:46:00.001+08:00

CONCERT REHEARSAL TODAY! EXCITED ! i have to bring a luggage!

its been slightly more than 1mth since i started the SHINee craze. haha.

2010-11-14T23:17:00.004+08:00

wooh i'm blogging again!

i'm supposed to be doing my homework. but as usual, i'll only leave it to the last min. =X i really hope i will start later cos i'll have no time tmr.

sometimes i really want to know what power is pushing me to move on to do things even thou i really hate it alot. there are times that i really want to give up and not think about it but sth inside of me will push me thru, help me to carry on. i'm really grateful for this power without it, i dunnoe where will i be now. probably suffering like shit. almost everyday i dun feel like going to school at all. but the same power always helps me out and somehow made me go school even when i'm late for class. i'm the type that if late i might as well not go. so i was rather happy with myself even thou i was like an hr late.

ytd i wasn't feeling too happy. maybe because of all the stress from school and dance. i wasn't sure why i was so moody ytd. i even felt like crying while dancing and i wasn't in the mood to dance or take photos. i really wonder what was going on with me.
thanks dear for all the jonghyun pics thru tumblr. (:
i was so proud of myself when i din break down ytd.
oh man, i think i got massive moodswings!

i'm addicted to SHINee's obsession! written by JongHyun (:

i want to find back my love for dramas and start crying again. i dun think its healthy not crying. maybe i haven't been crying so suddenly i have random moodswings. i dunnoe.

i think i'm giving myself too much stress and pressure. i set too high expectations for myself.

seeing him just instantly brightens up everything.

2010-11-10T13:39:00.002+08:00

haha its been a long time since i've blogged. if it wasn't for modern, i dun really think i'll have the time to blog. HAHA. i'm in school wait for modern to start.

been super busy with dance, costume shopping, school work and SHINee. LOL!!!! nvr update for abt 3 weeks? i'd have super memory if i can rmb all the things in 3 weeks. maybe i shld go by modules. haha!

last week, for my marketing class, i woke up late, i rmb the wrong time. this usually dun happen to me and i was quite pissed at myself. i thought start at 10, at 9.30 pei qin msged me, i replied oh ya i din noe class started at 9.30. she replied. class started at 9! LOL. double fail!

den during drawing class, i burped. i din know the whole class heard it. HAHA! another time was during marketing. my first tutorial, when ppl were intro-ing themselves i let out one.

its hard not to burp especially for me since i enjot the feeling of burping. LOL.

IT class just kills me every week. i hate photoshop alot. if my com was some cheapo com i'd smash it every week.

oh and during econs class last week, i fell asleep unknowingly. then the teacher ask me to explain the concept during tutorial. so i spent my lunch time reading and really trying to understand. ends up she nvr ask. LOL. my fren even said i was 'studying' even harder than i do during exams. EPIC.

dance~!

now is like almost everyday got dance. i hardly have time to do my work or my own stuff. i haven't been watching dramas for weeks! ever since school started.

costume shopping is draining me. i feel so heartache not spending my money on pink stuff. HAHA! but still got pink larr. only super little. :(

i think i set too high standards for myself to a point where i no longer think of the enjoyment but rather i have to be perfect. then the stress will pull down my performace only making it worse. i shld change my mindset. ENJOY THE PROCESS OF DANCING.

halloween! yeah i'm like 2 weeks late?

went to sentosa. it was awesome. i fell alot of times cos the scarers came to near me and i was scared. LOL.

pics will be up dunnoe when the school's internet is kinda......

addiction and distraction~

2010-11-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

i told myself i'd blog today but unfortunately i ended dance really late. so i'll try my best to update tmr!

i'm so tired after dance. i seriously pray that i'll survive lessons tmr without finding them boring. oh great, its photoshop again tmr. i do not like photoshop.

oh. i. think. i'm. crazy. over. SHINee. GOSH! haha. but i'm not a stalker.

2010-10-22T18:18:00.003+08:00

yay after for like a few hrs online, i finally felt like blogging.

this week was a rather slacky week. but i alr skipped one lesson. oops! =X

my modules are okay, i just need time to accept the fact that i'm taking different modules, no longer sem 1's modules. but this sem seems a lot harder.

monday~

first day was okay. i woke up super early. i guess i was excited. my first class was marketing tutorial since it was the first day, my cher had us to intro. i think i still prefer management to marketing. i dunnoe y i'm comparing these 2. haha.

then we had this drawing module. not the art kind. its more like D&T. the first lesson was okay, rather easy. i hope it stays this way. this module is freaking 5 hrs!

then i went for modern, nth much. after modern, went for elites. i guess i was drained and i couldn't really focus when learning choreo.

i was dead tired when i got home.

tuesday~

yeah i missed critical reasoning skills. i got a feeling i'm not gonna like this module.

then we had IT application. we will be learning things like photoshop. not my type. i just hope i will enjoy it.

after that i went to collect my specs! yes i made a new one. i like the brand of the specs cos its like damn girly. HAHA. but i think the degree is a little too high. its not like my last specs when i got it i can even see the tiniest words. this one is lyk my current specs which i've been wearing for like 3yrs? only the image is more magnified. hai. shld go back and check again.

wednesday~

went to school for just one 2hr lesson. i oso dun really like this module. its like product design, also must use software. BOO!

went for some stupid STD talk which totally wasted my time. then headed to modern. then went for Maybe polish. i'm happy with myself cos i made an effort to really rmb the formation and all. (:

thursday~

i had my GEMS, know your temperament blends. the first lesson was rather boring. i hope it gets better.

then it was econs all the way. somehow i like my lecturer because i understood what she taught. she has a really loud personality. haha!

went home straight. i was too tired. and i had my first nap of the week! fortunately or unfortunately.

friday~

one lesson again. marketing lecture. my lecturer was rather clear and she gave alot of eg. which helped. i realised i can't sit still for long. i'll start moving and playing with my stuff. HAHA.

after school, went to meet jaron at batok and then headed to king albert park mac to meet up with ian. we crapped alot. camera-resistant. the epic-ness of this word. ha.

Drama~

finally, i finished watching the eye of the beholder. i can't believe i actually can sit and watch this show because it was full of poems which is not really my type. but i enjoyed it especially the comedy part. i watched the last few eps online cos i din have the time to watch it on tv. HA. i'm a busy girl. lalalaa.

i still haven't finish can't buy me love. the website doesn't allow me to watch for i dunnoe wad reason! left with 2-3 more eps. can't they just let me finish watching them?

i want to watch every move you make with eng subs!

i hope i can dedicate at least every friday to watch dramas.

this post is so long. i wonder if ppl will read it anot. haha. but i always prefer long posts to short ones.

i know how i always said that i din like k-pop and all but after dancing to their songs, watching whatever shinee things sayang shows me, i like this guy! i liked him after watching ring ding dong, to me, he stands out the most cos he don't really look like a korean, he looks more chinese. i dun mean it in a bad way or anything. and i like him cos he reminds me of someone. they give me the same feel. HAHA.

i can't believe i type this whole paragraph.

jong hyun. LOL.

but i love bosco and ron okay.

2010-10-21T23:52:00.001+08:00

i was planning to blog today, then i thought i might as well blog tmr to sum my whole week. HAHA.

bye.

2010-10-14T02:39:00.002+08:00

my SP results came in through the mail and so i decided to file it. thats what i usually do to all my certs and other memorable stuff. i looked through it again and in a way those things in my files encouraged me all over again.

i think we should really look back occasionally to recall the past achievements that we had done. i'm not trying to boast or whatever but instead to assure myself of the things i've gone through and the outcomes of them.

i read what Mrs Leong wrote in my testimonial. it encouraged me alot! in dance and studies. i know there was this period of time i was neglecting my studies and just focused on my dance. then she asked us to write our achievements and the good points about ourselves so that she will be able to write our testimonial. there were different headings. i was able to write many things under all the headings except my attitude towards studies. i really din know what to write as i know i was just slacking so i left that part blank and passed it back to mrs leong. in the end, she wrote positive stuff for me. (:

that blue piece of paper she asked the whole class to write for each other during one VE lesson has also encouraged me further. i really miss you guys so much! those comments really put a smile on my face and i'm glad that mrs leong made us to do it (:

All these little things make me feel that i'm living life to its MAX!

these things encourage me to hang on and never give up.

wow. i'm so emotional. ha.

2010-10-14T01:02:00.003+08:00

i'm feeling super emo today. okay, only now. hai..

my back hurst like hell. during dance, i dun full out the pain will be there. den when i full out i scared that my injury will become worse which i cannot let that happen as i have dance 4 to 5 times a week. and i feel weird not fulling out. then again, with dancing, by back won't be able to recover fully and i can't stop dancing especially with concert and waves around the corner. AHHHHH!

finally i'm not dancing tmr i hope my back will get better and hopefully i will be able to dance again on friday's vetting.

i feel like crying now. i dunnoe why.

oh and i did my nails again (: i super love the elegant touch to it. haha. red and silver. perfect for formal or party feel!

i think i might be able to finish watching can't buy me love by this week! about 20more ep. to go!

i went to watch a movie today! finally a NC16 one. haha! ever since the hangover, i enjoy watching NC16 shows. haha! its DINNER WITH SCHMUCKS. however that's spelt. watched it with sayang, jaron and jai chyi. it was damn funny. i'd probably laugh my head off if we were the only ones in the cinema. the only thing i dun like about watching comedies in cinemas is that i can't laugh super loud. HAHA!

i want to watch the child's eye in 3D to support Elanne Kong. haha! and to experience watching a horror movie in 3D!

somehow i want school to start and yet somehow i dun wan. haha! somehow i can't wait to attend lessons. i'd probably regret saying this and who knows? i might just pon classes without exams. HAHA! oops!

i dun want school to start cos i want to live my tai-tai life just dramas, shopping(if any), dancing and hopefully mahjong? HAHA! cos when school starts, i know i will lead a very hectic life. full of study stuff in my head, dance steps, and formations and also maybe my choreos if any. haha.

i know i'm a super lazy girl yet i want to squeeze in alot of activities in my daily life. maybe i'm hoping that someday i'd change for the better. at least i give my all in what i do. i think. HA. and subconsciously a part of me wants to achieve alot of things i mean it in a healthy way (duh-.-) at least i still have that spark that is keeping me going. i want to live life to the fullest. literally.

gosh, i can't believe i just typed this para out.

i'm gonna watch can't buy me love to cheer me up!

2010-10-11T11:34:00.005+08:00

wow~ i'm blogging at this time of the day where i'm supposed to be asleep. i'm tired but i can't sleep. boo! somemore i'd be dancing the whole day today. so i'm gonna be damn tired.

i just realised that other than dancing during the hols, i nvr really leave my house for other things.

so i've kept my promise and started watching can't buy me love. quite funny. they make fun of beyond the realm of conscience in such a cute way. HAHA. somehow the show got alot of villains.

my nails are feeling super weird. its like after i file them, the feeling just sucked.

oh and my diploma plus application failed. yeah i was sad for awhile. then on the bright side, i dun need to sacrifice my dance!

the filming on saturday was kinda awesome. the people there were rather friendly. the sun was damn hot larr. 3 hrs in the sun was killing us. i got sun burn. but it was fun dancing for a drama! but i nvr got the chance to take a pic with julie tan!

see the guy in purple wearing a suit? he's an actor. he is good looking live! HAHA.

2010-10-09T01:44:00.004+08:00

yay i decided to blog again. good thing is cos nowadays i have the mood to blog!

so i kept my word and have finished watching growing through life. actually, i find this show a rather awesome one, no matter how bad the reviews are. but i still dunnoe whether bosco really loved toby even though he claimed that it was only because of her money. cos he was bad at that time so it was kinda obvious he had to say bad things. nvm. i dun wanna know. i shall just think that bosco really loved her. (:

i have nvr seen bosco act this bad before! its damn scary. but i'm rather impressed. haha! i just dun like yiu kuan. what a bitch.

the next show i wanna watch is can't buy me love! cos i really enjoyed the first season of beyond the realm of conscience.well, mainly because of tavia. now she's not acting in can't buy me love, well at least thrs linda chung.

so i submitted my diploma plus application a few days ago. first choice was business then theatre. the results will be out on sunday. i've thought about it alr. no matter what the outcome will be, i will accept it. i believe God has alr worked things out.

this is the first time after so long i'm gonna sleep early. haha. before 3am i must sleep. tmr's gonna be a wonderful day with the filming and all.

oh and i saw my new timetable. okay okay larr. i got 2 days of only 2hrs but the rest of the 3 days are quite packed and lesson starts rather early. ): but its not early enough for my parents to send me to school. damn. okay i would rather classes start at 8. at least i can end class earlier.

2010-10-08T04:55:00.003+08:00

blogging again!

i dunnoe why i always have the urge to blog at weird times. its now 4.56am.

today i slept from 5+am to 7.25pm. i woke up a few times in between to pee and reply msges. LOL.

i want to blog but i dunnoe wad to blog about cos i've been a good girl today. i din leave my hus today even though i super crave to leave my hus to buy bliss, a kind of yogurt drink. craving for it since i only had one cup and my bro drank the rest claiming he thought it was his. i was upset of course. but this happens alot and i'm numb towards it. what can he do other than to apologize to me?

i also wanted to buy strawberry milk cos i've finished drinking mine.

i was also craving for pasar malam food. and chicken after eating popyes(?) chicken ytd which mummy's boss gave her to bring home to give us claiming that we are skinny. LOL.

if i'm skinny, i wonder what those really thin ppl are called. -.-

i'm happy because i controlled my tempations to leave house.

but i'm gonna get them tmr. LOL.

finally i'm watching growing through life. i dunnoe whether i've said this before. cos i've downloaded the drama but i want to watch bosco being the villain in cantonese. HAHA. i don't think this show is as bad as ppl think, the plot and all. i thought it was okay. maybe because i read a number of reviews of the show and wasn't expecting much.

i'm alr at the 25th ep. i'll finish the drama by tmr.

bosco character is rather different from his other char. duh. he's evil now. but he's not those type that kill without feelings. which means he's not bad to that extent. but his character is very gloomy and i'm not used to it. but i must say he looks awesome when he bites his nails. its his thinking look in the show. i wonder if bosco really likes toby in the show or was it for money.

i think toby leung is pretty.(the girl beside bosco, the second from the left.)

2010-10-05T05:24:00.000+08:00

is it me or people are just getting mushier?

2010-10-05T04:37:00.003+08:00

okay its 4.37am and i'm still awake. its kinda dumb for me to be awake now cos i have dance at 1.30pm and i have to wake up at like 11+am? lol.

its been raining around this time for 2 days and i love the smell of it when i walk to my living room to close the windows.

i got a new iphone cover which is glittery and pinkish, the way i like it. but i dun really like the rough texture of the glitter. i might paint it with a coat of nail polish. but then again, i'm lazy. so i'll see how it goes.

oooo and i got my results! i'm happy with it. i was only hoping a GPA of 3 because i know the amount of effort i had put in with revising for my tests and exams wasn't as great as compared to my other classmates who have studied way before exams whereas i only leave things to the last min. i also often have the 'give up' attitude towards studies as i'm not the study type.

ends up, i got a GPA of a freaking 3.5! i'm super happy. but i think i was kinda lucky. its like God helped me or sth.

now i can take diploma plus. but i dunnoe wad to take and whether to take anot. i scared i'll regret cos i'm nt the hardworking type. one part of me wants to take BUSINESS. like i myself also super shocked. cos for as long as i can rmb, i dun wanna do business and science related. now a part of me wants to do business? LOL. somemore i see sayang like dying doing econs blah blah blah. haiii.....

a larger part of me wants to take theatre/drama. cos its more my type. but somehow i'm also scared difficult to score cos its not really in the books. and i think i'm kinda shy(lol). i bet my frens will laugh when they see this. LOL.

maybe i chose these 2 is because of my interest and the practicality? if there's even such a word.

i think business will be of use in future and somemore its also textbook based.

HOW HOW??!!!

maybe shouldn't think so much. i believe everything is fated. God will definitely put me on the right path.

okay. i shld get some sleep now. night everyone. or shld i say morning? X)

2010-10-03T00:58:00.004+08:00

yoyo!!

haha just came home from dance. super tired. my back hurts. i think its normal alr. could be an injury alr. =X and having a number of blue blacks on my knees due to modern.

i enjoyed priscilla's sexy today. HAHA.

oh and ytd i stayed at home the whole day and finally completed A Chip Off The Old Block drama. it was not bad. it revolves arnd family relationships. and ron is !!!!!

nth much today. i just wanted to upload my nails. HAHA.

my previous week nails. i did the exact same design before cos i really love the way these 2 colours compliment each other. the only difference was the length of my nails.

this is this week's one. i didn't use this colour before so i thought i'd try it since i was rather satisfied with the other yellow one. i applied another layer of glittery thingy to make it look less boring.

2010-09-28T01:17:00.002+08:00

woops. 1 week nvr update. haha.

as usual, nth much happened other than dancing and slacking oh and nt forgetting drama-ing.

had chalet frm the 23 to 26 sept. it was okay. i think i'm addicted to mah jong and texas. HAHA.

-dance-

finally, i had my first waves training today. i was really looking forward to it. i learnt alot today. did some new stuff. there were steps that i couldn't do and i felt so super lousy. at that moment i was really about to cry. then dorothy helped me alot. thanks.(:

must not give up! i noe i will eventually get it!

i really hope i can do this choreo beautifully.

i also had elites today. i enjoyed it alot cos i like the choreo. it was super coincidental that orange wanted to use the same song as pris for the concert. super epic cos imagine the no. of songs in the world and both choreo-ed the same song! HAHA.

-drama-

today's ep of my better half was super sad. i always found this show very light, in a way like very smooth sailing w/o much super high climax. but towards the end of the show i was wrong. this drama reminds me of the watchdog tale. same type of feel in the sense that its rather mild. only towards the end that the 'action' came out.

i'm currently watching A chip of the old block online. i'm watching this show cos of Ron. i'm starting to fall in love with him all over again. it was because i watched some random ep. of EU then i wanted to watch something that has Ron.

i hope Bosco and Ron will act tgt in a drama so that when i buy the drama, Ron will be in it too! i have micheal miu, kevin cheng, sammul chan,raymond lam. just dun have ron ng, kenneth ma and steven ma.

i don't know why God has put him in my life only to have him not belonging to me.

2010-09-21T01:52:00.021+08:00

whooo! went to UNIVERSAL STUDIOS TODAY WITH SAYANG AND I TOTALLY ENJOYED MYSELF even thou it was only the both of us. i enjoyed our alone time and taking rides with her. ♥

the rides were awesome and the shops sold beautiful stuff that made me want to buy many stuff! i shall let the pics do the talking.

this panda is damn cute!
see how big the cotton candy is?

donkey ears
i do not like cats. i freaked out when it looked at me. see my expression?

this reminds me of the mmpr movie.

LALALALLALALALLA!

i like this picture.

colourful and tempting rite?!
i'm glad they allowed photography in the shops.
we took this roller coaster ride twice. the gingerbread man is so cute!
the green orge.

in the ferris wheel
i wanted to get this cap! V.I.Princess. so cool larr. but it wasn't really worth it cos i dun really wear caps. but i love the PINK!!!! damn it i'm starting to regret.
super cute!!
haha he looked so fatherly.
i love this hippo's tummy!
i thought they were cute, after what they did to my face, damn u stupid penguin. (:
we were the only ones in the restrauant.
our 11pm dinner. which was quite yummy for a reasonable price.

mine
sayang's
yeah i wish.